I should be laughing but i'm not

I hope you can't breathe without me
you will eternally grieve without me

Your problems are no longer mine
You've destroyed your own lifeline
Slammed the door that gave you air
Now suffocating 'cos i'm not there

You know now that you needed me
Don't you wish that you had believed me?

Don't tell me it was someone elses mistake
(you thought i was)
To late, (I wasn't) yours to break

I owned you do you realise now
Your world is falling its time to cry
You're watching all your dreams die
and everyone knows just why

You don't think that you deserve it
enjoy it though i think you've earned it
why though, after all you've done
Am i not laughing?



i wrote alot of angry poety after i split from my ex, it was a long time ago now, so everything is cool, x