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Oh God Why?!?!?!
Last nights dream was so frustrating, i have never known anything like it
I was trying to force myself to stay asleep this morning, my other half thought i was having a night mare
With all the frustrated grunts coming from my seemingly sleeping mouth!!
Ok
I was with him, the Mystery Man, but he was himself, not this haunting bloke from my imagination, he was the real person,talking in his genuine, northern accent (as he normally talks like me-the few times he has actually spoken) we met by chance, in some kind of outside theatre, he seemed to know me straight away from his dreams, and because the dream was so real this kinda freaked me out, and he had to convince me it was true. I have never had such a 'real' dream, if you know what i mean, i could feel the fresh air and the cold, i could hear the background noise, I know my dreams have appeared very real to me in the past, but i obviously hadn't quite had one like this before!
Any way, after he convinced me that we did infact know each other, we talked, for what seemed like hours, about how we felt for each other, and could our feelings be trusted as they had never been reality, so to speak, until this time, eventually I admitted that I loved him so much that it hurt , he said that I had been driving him crazy and that he had never felt such relief to find I was a real person, and that he had in recent months had three different relationships with women just because they looked like me! but none of them worked out.
I wondered if i was dreaming about the chatup line he had started to use on women lol 'Are you the woman of my dreams?'
Anyway, after a time of talking, he asked me what I wanted to do about our situation, i became this dramatic, romantic heroine briefly, saying how much I love him and that now we had found each other we should never let go ha ha
He agreed, then became insecure, he started to say things like "you only love me for Who I am" and I love you with all my heart but will that be enough?"
I had to think for a while, as i thought, loving some one for Who they are is the right way to go, but he explained that he thought i may be in love with this Mystery Man, and that wasn't the real him, I told him I understood, but that I couldnt change the way i felt, I knew I loved him and that was all that mattered, he said he felt the same, he said he was lucky as he thought he had got to know the innocent me previously, where as I had got to know this strange mystical man... lol
Then he said " Well, we had better go and get you packed" so we went to my house, and he helped me pack my things, He said he was waiting til we were away and alone before he would kiss me, and just as we had gethered my stuff together and started to make our way downstairs towards the front door I started to wake up, and as i tried to force myself back to sleep, back into the dream, I started to see flashbacks of all the important points of the dream...
but no, i woke up, absolutely gutted lol
I know my dreams can sometimes effect me and drive me a little crazy, going round and round in my head, but nothing feels right today, i feel pretty frustrated and sad that the dream wasn't real, i have enjoyed dreaming my whole life, even night mares, but this was the first time that i really thought it wasn't a dream, how disapointing and embarassing! but i really did just want to stay there forever lol
Perhaps the mystery man is trying to help me write part 3 of his story he he
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Posted by missmarie on 2008-05-06 08:13:21 | Rating: | Views: 146
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it'd be good to get the story missmarie, but not at the cost of a hurt heart:(
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Posted by tonyrayhutchison
on 2008-05-06 09:39:28
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You have a very strong imagination, that is why you write well, and why your dreams are so vivid.
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Posted by circe
on 2008-05-06 20:57:59
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well who knows he might be out there somewhere just like you having the same dreams.
surely i want to read the continuation of this dream. :)
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Posted by DreamingOfBruxelles
on 2008-05-07 02:28:02
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wow, very interesting, very intense for your mind when you are supposed to be relaxing! mmmmm nice though! :)
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Posted by EasyToSay
on 2008-05-07 12:32:10
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Roll on part 3 then. It's like our very own soap lol
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Posted by scotslad60
on 2008-05-08 12:07:34
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ok i will use this frustrating incident with the writing of part three,
thanks mysterman...wherever you are ha ha ha ha
thanks guys mwahh xx
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-05-09 14:27:10
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This is amazing hun.
Your dreams are so real, have you ever thought that this is a dream and te other is reality.xx
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Posted by bubblydi
on 2008-05-09 14:32:53
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Going downstairs, passing through a door way or at the start of a fall are classic wake-up times. It's your mind stepping away from the imagery but it's very frustrating.
I'm wonderfin if you're tapping into a bit of past-life stuff there hun... xx
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Posted by Merlyn
on 2008-05-09 15:03:03
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well Merlyn, if only I had a pal who was good with that sort of thing who may be able to give me some tips ;)
he he
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Posted by missmarie
on 2008-05-09 17:14:28
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