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Devil woman? on 2008-04-30 13:12:35 |
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Isn't there a castle in Scotland somewhere, the same family has owned it for centuries, and whenever one of them dies a banshee is heard, and on the eve of any family members wedding a piper is heard...piping?
or am i getting two stories muddled?
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I saw an Orange walk on 2008-04-30 13:07:19 |
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I get into arguments with people about this all the time Jim, i know a fair ammount of the history and i have a fantastic orange joke!!!
but i will say no more, you know me when my opinion gets me into trouble he he
good post though honey, i think that some people really arent aware of the history behind the orange lodge, and until the orange traditions are laid to rest, then the stories and awful truths will remain alive and kicking too.
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To Coin a Pitaism..."Good Grief!" on 2008-04-30 12:56:22 |
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Ha ha, thats brilliant bootlady
i can just hear you
"oh thoose wooden dick ladies" ha ha
thanks for the giggle xxx
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1-800-BUZ-ZOFF!!! on 2008-04-30 12:53:59 |
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Well said honey, my phone is permanently unplugged cos i was getting at least 3 cold calls a day and i agree...
AGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
nice post xxx
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Mystery man a story part 2 on 2008-04-30 12:51:13 |
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Circe, thank you, i hope it didnt hurt to much, x x
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I am .... me! on 2008-04-30 12:43:42 |
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Wow that is wonderful, i am so happy that you have made such a positive change for you and just you alone, i wish i had half of your strength honey
well done xxxxx
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Who is he? on 2008-04-30 12:29:11 |
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Wow Spooky, the other times you saw him, were the circumstances similar to these?
I think perhaps you may have yourself a little gaurdian angel, we all have them don't we, but we aren't all lucky enough to have actually met them,
Great story honey xxx and well written too x
i love you xxx
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The Crap Storm Continues on 2008-04-30 12:15:54 |
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oh honey, perhaps you should go job hunting, sounds like the job is a bit too stressful x
good luck xx
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Everyone else's Drama on 2008-04-30 12:12:07 |
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I'm sorry you are having a tuff time at work honey, i hope it passes by without to much turmoil for you xx
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The beauty of spring on 2008-04-30 08:48:40 |
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Thank you for your kind words honey
hugs xxxx
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She's gonna get married on 2008-04-30 08:46:57 |
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I hope you and your friend find happiness, you deserve to be happy honey x
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The Look on 2008-04-30 08:40:39 |
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The power of a womans eyes, she can make you or break you with one glance
i love this Paul xxx
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Happy Trails on 2008-04-30 08:35:29 |
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I can see you Paul, walking off into the sunset..following your heart
wonderful post Paul, if only the shows nowadays filled kids with innocent, happy thoughts xxxx
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Things we know because of TV on 2008-04-30 08:22:57 |
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and
you will not need to use the toilet inless someone has planted a bomb in it!
ha ha
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What Makes Us Faithful? on 2008-04-30 07:49:48 |
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I think i have found that person, although there are rought times, hard times, times when perhaps i wonder if i am in the right place, but i know i love him, and i couldnt imagine physically betraying him, not ever and i like to think he feels the same way, he tells me that he couldnt imagine being with anyone else and the thought of it repulses him, and i hope he means it.....or else he he
good post honey
love you xx
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Wanting To Be A Star- On Purpose on 2008-04-30 07:38:22 |
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wonderful words, if only all those who believed in one way or another, had your way of thinking.
i love you xx
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Tuesday night ... Funk Night on 2008-04-29 19:57:52 |
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You did handle that very well with your daughter, it is so hard to explain to kids the truth without crossing a line,
You are obviously a wonderful mother who has a lot to cope with, i wish you all the luck in the world in the future honey xxxx
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this is for easytosay on 2008-04-29 19:53:24 |
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You area sweetie to write this, i've been the 'tramp' myself (sorry) but i wouldnt like to cause this kind of sadness
your a good friend honey xxx
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There will be no more Tiffanie posts on 2008-04-29 19:51:03 |
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Nothing to forgive sweetheart. i am just glad your on the road to happiness again xxx
love you x
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Telegram. on 2008-04-29 16:01:57 |
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awwww well said stickman x
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Funerals inspire me to be a better person on 2008-04-29 12:39:29 |
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You always leave me smiling Roe, good luck and perhaps this post will inspire someone else to do good
hugs xxx
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Spring Thought on 2008-04-29 12:37:21 |
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This is lovely, spring is my favourite time of year xx
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Forgiveness on 2008-04-29 12:33:29 |
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That is just right
lovely x
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Dating a Muscian on 2008-04-29 12:24:54 |
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been there, done that, i bet i know the reasons honey x
be careful x
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Mystery man a story part 2 on 2008-04-28 19:12:45 |
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thanks guys, i can't believe i left it hanging again ha ha now i have to do part 3..i'm really enjoying it to be honest, thanks for taking the time to read me
love you mwahh xx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-28 14:13:19 |
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Wow Merlyn. you really are a wonderful person, thank you so much for those beautiful words, i shall grab the chance and i will arrange to see him as soon as possable...
thank you again x
love you xxx
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Barefoot in the Forest on 2008-04-27 22:58:42 |
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To lose ones self in our own words, fantasies, imagination, love, dreams..dare i say thoughts?
where you can do no harm and you can be guilt free for however long you chose...sounds fantastic, i think i am starting to see a pattern.
We can be who or what we want to be, even where we want to be, when we chose, wonderful, and i want to spend some time in your imagination, mind, soul..not just the words that pour from them, it seems to be a wonderful place
You are an intreaging woman Miss J x
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Mystery man a story part 2 on 2008-04-27 14:30:13 |
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Ok Tonyray, if you insist he he
thank you xxxx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-27 14:28:27 |
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tonyray, thank you, i know some of the topics here may be a little hard for you, i apreciate your kind words.
you dont have to thank me for being your friend, you are a wonderful person and it is a privalage for me to know you
i love you Tony xxx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-27 14:26:49 |
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Miss J, you have this way of making everything feel so easy, and i love you very much for it, i have to trust me and him that we can talk, be honest and not judge or force advice on each other, then we can just get on with being the great friends we are xxxx
love you miss j xxx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-27 14:24:54 |
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Crashing_down, you haven't missed the point, i think you say it well, i must see him and get beyond all the things we fear talking about, so then perhaps it will be easier to see each other more often and more honestly.
everything you say is right, thank you for your helpful words, i know what i have to do and i will do it xx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-27 14:21:41 |
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2thepoint, very well said, life isn't a rehearsal, and we have to play it out as it comes, repeating the old mistakes over and over again is purely daft!
We all have to move on and see whats written next! x
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Early afternoon rant on 2008-04-27 14:17:22 |
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Tony, you deserve someone who will be there through the good and bad times, someone to hold you and be held right back, someone to laugh and cry with, a woman who won't let you down and will hold her promises to you and you to her.
i keep saying this but...
If we don't lean on each other then we will fall down.
i know i keep saying it, but its so very true.
Great poem by the way
Love you 'tiger' he he x x
Grrrrr...
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A funny thing happend on the way to the forums on 2008-04-27 14:11:12 |
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Oh honey, i am glad you found a 'cutie' to go with, this might sound awful, but i hope if nothing else she manages to distract you through your pain, love you honey and good luck xx
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Mystery man a story part 2 on 2008-04-27 12:37:04 |
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Miss J, Speachless? i thought we wern't alowed to be speachless he he
love you x
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Mystery man a story part 2 on 2008-04-27 12:36:22 |
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Aww Diane, thank you, please nag me about part 3 or else it wont get written, thank you for all your encouragement, and your kind words xxxx
love you Diane xx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-26 12:13:45 |
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Aphrodite, my husband is fine with the friendship, it is me who is concerned about it, have you ever had a friend who can read your feelings and emotions? who forces you to admit things you may prefer to leave hidden in your mind?
that is what my friend does to me, as i guess to some extent i do to him,
he is worried that my husband will hit me like my ex did, and you can't tell him otherwise as he feels he could have stopped my ex from hurting me.
i live 60 miles away from him now, if i cuold drive it wouldnt be hard to meet him more often, but as i say, i keep making excuses not to meet him, i just want to go back to how things were 'in the old days' i guess x
Thank you xx
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Zilch on 2008-04-26 11:56:53 |
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Well, i have thought about what you are saying here, and have come to the conclusion that you are right!
this is the most profound statement i have read in a long time and i praise you highly for showing me the way in these confusing times!
he he
i love you xxx
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banal mind vomit on 2008-04-26 09:59:27 |
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I don't think its fucking up by approaching M, if you didn't do it you would spend forever wondering 'what if?' and thats no fun, i hope he gets back to you honey.
Those quotes you wrote are wonderful, someone was talking to me about Henry Rollins reccently and now it will bug me all day as to who! hmmm
Nice post xx
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Laughter is Inner Jogging on 2008-04-26 09:51:58 |
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Perhaps, rather than destroy the frame, you should just put it away for a while, where it may not hold the answers to healing your pain, out of sight being out of mind, just for a little while at least, it may just set you on the path to that inner smile, even if just a little one, and i ask you to open those curtains, let the light in, sitting looking at this frame with no natural light around you will just keep you sad, and i don't think that you want to keep feeling this way do you?
I am sorry that so many hurtful things have happened to you, but you have got through them all, and you need to open your arms to new experiences, good and bad, either makes you feel alive, allows your heart to beat faster, and perhaps even let in that smile that you long for x
You really are amazing with words honey, i hope that, even when you feel better, that you continue to write, you really are good at it x
hugs honey xx
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We will never grow up...... on 2008-04-26 09:23:58 |
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This is great, i totally agree with you on this whole post!
No one ever fights for you if you are white, but my god we have to watch everything we say and do so that we don't get accused of holding predudices that we don't have.
well said honey xx
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The light is not a train on 2008-04-26 09:18:32 |
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Hey well done, i have always been useless with money and paying bills, i guess it is something we have to learn to deal with.
i really hope you get things sorted out so that you get a chance to be free and happy , good luck x
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Changes.. on 2008-04-26 09:05:07 |
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Yalith, it wore me down years ago he he seriously though, i have seen him go to hell and back, there is only one other thing he can go through now, and i desperately hope that wont happen for a very very long time
I have always been awful at the thought of getting old, and i thought i had a handle on it, i think i still have, its just sad to see someone physically aging before their time x
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Changes.. on 2008-04-26 09:00:21 |
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Bjm, i am sorry you miss your friend so much, i understand how you feel, just hold on to those memories of the things you used to do together and smile whenever you think of him xx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-26 08:58:28 |
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Erica, you are so sweet all of the time i love you honey x
I do understand what you mean, i hope he is on the right track, i truly hope he is happy, and as i say the new weight is him being healthier than he has ever been, we shall see.
Your friend, you may not be as close now, but you will always have that bond because you have known each other for so long, and one day when she is on the straight and narrow she may well come to you and thank you for being such a good friend to her, i hope so anyway, it is hard to have old friends when people keep moving on and you miss out on so much of each others lives.
big hugs Erica xx
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Changes.. on 2008-04-26 08:53:01 |
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Greenersky
thankyou, i believe we have many soul mates and yes i think he is one of them, weather he agrees is another story, but there is something unexplainable between us, hopefully one day we will know what that is lol
hugs and love xx
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cheer mom up on 2008-04-26 08:21:52 |
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Thats wonderful honey
My mum is scared of computors ha ha, she still struggles to answer he mobile/cell phone bless her
you are lucky to have that with her, and you're not an old broad!
hugs honey xx
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friday nite on 2008-04-26 08:18:29 |
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That is funny, last night i was remembering my friday nights of old, and how i would probably be 'talking to the porcelain telephone on my knee's' or something similar he he
haven't we all grown up!
although i could do with a good night out on the tiles!
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People come, people go on 2008-04-25 17:45:56 |
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I wish i could detach myself from the friends i make on-line, but as you point out Derek, you think you are doing just that, until someone goes and you realise you miss them *sniff sniff*
I'm always doing it, but it wont stop me making friends and letting people touch my life, even if i never get to meet them in person, they still mean a lot to me.
So, hey, wear your heart on your sleeve, if you lose a friend from time to time, it just reminds you that you are, after all, only human (well the ghost of one anyway) and that its not a bad thing to feel for someone, we are all people at the end of the day, weather we meet on line or in the 'real world'
great post though honey pie ;) xxx
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How Do You Paint Goodbye? on 2008-04-25 11:39:39 |
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there is no sense or logic in goodbye, for whatever reason, when you care for someone.
Using something beautiful against someone you used to love is a good way at hiding pain and transfer it to someone who is already feeling that same pain
nice post
P.s, can i suggest you set your links to open in a new window honey x
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she called, I died anew on 2008-04-25 07:59:48 |
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Tony, Don't let her play with your head, she has done so with your heart and now you are trying so hard to get through all this, tell her not to call you, tell her if she wants you to move on then she has to leave you be, to lick your wounds so to speak.
Oh honey, i hope you stand tall today and manage to look forward again
i love you sweetheart xxx
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I miss you on 2008-04-24 18:02:23 |
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Hey TrevorJohn, thank you, i am glad you liked the song, music sparks off the best kind of nostalgia xx
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Don't Give Up on 2008-04-24 18:00:51 |
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Hello Treverjohn, i have missed you xx
Roe, thank you, you are a sweetheart honey xxx
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My Best Friend on 2008-04-24 17:58:30 |
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Thank you TreverJohn, its good to have you back xx
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What is the Best Way to End a Friendship? on 2008-04-24 17:52:18 |
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I think it might just hurt her more because she has been lied to aswell as rejected, perhaps the truth from the outset may have been a little easier to deal with.
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-24 17:48:49 |
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Nubian, thank you, i hope your tingling stops he he
Aphrodite, i love my dreams, if you read more about me you will see they are a huge part of me, i can get totally lost in my dreams...i'm doing it now ha ha
thanks for stopping by xx
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-24 17:46:00 |
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Thanks Merlyn
i hope your heart calms down soon x
rection is good lol
hugs xx
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The Missing Link Revealed on 2008-04-24 17:30:31 |
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I feel more alive the older i get,
I am so happy that you had this experience today, (trying not to visualise you strutting like a rooster), but you have reasured me, to some extent, that we wont die, i don't think i will ever be entirely convinced, until i have to face it myself, but i feel better knowing what you have seen.
In response to what you and Luci are saying, i think that the spirit can be damaged, but perhaps, after we have left this physical form we will find that the damage was in our minds, and our spirit feels none of it anymore, it takes the knowledge of the pain, but as a fact of experiencing life in this world, some people, after they have died, may allow themselves to be tormented by their pain, and perhaps that is hell..
The end of my opinion is, we won't know for sure until we reach that stage in our paths, but it is reasuring, i'm sure to everyone, when someone like yourself miss J has a wonderful experience like this.
thank you for sharing it with me,
i love you x
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I have issues... on 2008-04-24 15:51:44 |
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Try cuddling up on the sofa when you are watching tv together, show him how a hug doesn't always lead to sex and that its lovely just to hold each other at times, there is nothing stopping you creaping up behind him and putting your arms round him for a sly one (hug lol), if your sneaky he will more than likely come to like it more and more
his past relationships may have taught him that being soppy and cuddly wasn't a good thing, but i am sure you can show him different, it may take a little time, but i am sure you will teach him x
take care x
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The Girl in the Mirror on 2008-04-24 13:38:14 |
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I don't always like looking at myself in the mirror, but when i do you can't drag me away ha ha
Its almost as if i am looking at the one person who really understands me and likes me for me, even when i am miserable, i know that a self pitying person watches themselves cry in the mirror, but perhaps that is what we do when there is no one else around to comfort us and say 'there there'
nice post Miss J, i will say hi to 'me' when i see her next he he
love you xx
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In your Head on 2008-04-24 07:42:41 |
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i miss you x
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Soul's Passionate Body on 2008-04-24 07:40:20 |
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Sorry if i stopped you glowing he he x
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Soul's Passionate Body on 2008-04-24 07:39:44 |
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ok, the reason i was speachless is because i see myself in almost everything you have written here, other than the fact that i cry randomly on a daily basis, its because i am empathic, it drives me nuts, but you get used to it he he
anyway, i often wonder, when i supress thought after thought, what i would be like if i acted on every thought i had, hmm, well the thoughts i seem to push away the most are passionate ones, i seem to decide how i should feel about something and then if my heart or mind tries to argue i push it further and further back,
the other thoughts i push away are guilty ones, as i know alot of them aren't mine (empathy again grrr) and if i allowed them to they would keep me awake every night of my life (and i have enough already to keep me awake-not naughty things-well not always he he)
anyway, these things that burn inside me, i could never act on them, it would make me selfish and probably(perhaps) unfaithful, at least in mind anyway
now i am talking about it, my mind is buzzing, the thoughts have seen an opportunity to have a little freedeom.
Is there a way to rid our hearts and minds of these thoughts? do we try to figure out which ones we act apon? (leaving us little time to actually live)
Or
Do we/I accept the fact that my wild days are over, you, Miss J, know a little of my past, and i have had a damn good time of it, but, a big part of me feels that it isnt time to end those feelings, it is very hard to fulfill those thoughts when you are in a grown up relationship, with priorities and commitments, so what do we do?
Give up on our passions? ignore our instincts and wants, tell the ego to p**s off and let us settle into adulthood/middle age?
I love the simple things in life, i truly do, they make me happy, but the other stuff, i really don't know how to deal with it or live with it all!
Loving the simple life i lead, yet yearning for the things i used to have, does that mean i am two people living inside me? i know about the wolves, but if you don't feed them both from time to time, the hungry one will become more savage and wild before it finally starves to death, like cold turkey i guess, but is it fair to kill of a part of yourself that has at some point made us very happy?
Answer that miss J, he he
i love you xx
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Making Out on 2008-04-23 19:17:29 |
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Mature people can be friends, but i don't believe that either of you just want to be friends do you?
Go for it girl, i know i would if i liked a guy that much x
Good luck x
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In The Valley on 2008-04-23 19:15:18 |
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Wow! i love it, you are good at this!
xx
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Nice test post on 2008-04-23 19:10:30 |
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why not?
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Dog on 2008-04-23 18:40:14 |
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You are wonderful with words you really are, this is great honey, i like the comparison xxx
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cause if it's really meant to be on 2008-04-23 18:38:31 |
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this is lovely amantes, i wish you would post more often xx
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Lets talk about sex on 2008-04-23 18:27:09 |
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It is true honey, the longer you wait the better it will be :) just don't get yourself all nervous about it.
I do agree with the others, but men, hmm, they are driven to sex, but any woman who says she isnt is lying ha ha, i am sorry but this is 2008, and woman are just as much looking for sex as men, and perhaps there is a chemical in our brains that makes us want to attach to the guy we're sleeping with, but there is supposedly something in a womens hair that when men sniff it, it makes them fall for us, i am not to sure about either of those theories.
Sex is amazing, with the right person and in the right situation, at first it can be awkward and complicated and may make you never want it again, but once you get the hang of it you will love it i promise,
good luck xxxx
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Another Dream: Part II on 2008-04-23 18:21:02 |
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Hey perhaps your mystery woman knows my mystery man! maybe they were sent to drive us crazy in our dreams!
good luck figuring that one out honey xx
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WHY I cant let him go on 2008-04-23 18:16:46 |
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Wow! all i can say is you are a very very very lucky girl!
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I have issues... on 2008-04-23 18:15:15 |
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Why do you feel abnormal honey? your fiance obviously finds you very sexy or else you wouldnt even feel that way when you are together.
Maybe you have been with someone who ignored you unless they wanted sex, or perhaps you have never really felt love before, try to remember the feelings that making love gives you throughout the day and see if you can encourage those feelings to happen to you more often, good luck xx
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-23 18:11:01 |
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i have definately decided that i will write another story like this very soon, it is what i enjoy, and if it really hasn't upset or offended anyone then i will,
i must stop worrying about what people think and just get on with it, please ignore my rambling comments he he x
love you guys xx
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-23 18:08:55 |
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Sober, thank you, and again you with the wise words, thank you for reading my post, i hope to see you again xx
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-23 18:07:54 |
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S'coma and Jim, i hope this hasn't embarrassed you, or anyone for that matter, well maybe a little he he
seriously though, i think i have proved that without bad language you can leave a lot to the imagination and leave the reader a little hot under the collar, i hope so anyway, i may write more like this yet, i hope that no one avoids my blog, if this has offended anyone or made you uncomfortable, please let me know, i wouldn't want to upset any one xxxx
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'see him? that's my best friend.' (: on 2008-04-23 17:04:09 |
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I've got one of those, hold on to him, he'll be there in ten year, 20, 30 or more, you are really good with words honey xx
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these have i loved. on 2008-04-23 17:02:02 |
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this is fantastic honey, wow! i'll give you an A+ :)
are you from manchester? i was born there, its a great place, i don't care what anyone says xx
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because nobody believed me. on 2008-04-23 17:00:11 |
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get well soon, and i love the hair!!
hugs x
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i'm sorry. on 2008-04-23 16:58:44 |
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Nobody is perfect and no one has the right to expect you to be either.
Those who refuse to except you as you are really aren't worth wasting your energy on, i am sure you are beautiful and all the things you think you are not, (you seem beautiful in your picture)
please don't let them get you down, you just keep being you and don't worry to much about what others think of you, although you have to be nice to your mother, thats the way of it, just say the things she wants to hear and know that deep down you are doing it for your own self preservation.
take care of yourself xxx
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Directing My First Show! Holy %$#@! on 2008-04-23 16:49:00 |
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Congratulations honey, and good luck.
Hugs xx
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OH NO! SHE'S............ on 2008-04-23 16:41:22 |
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you could write scripts for home and away he he
i'm sorry i couldn't resist he he xxx
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THE PARTY SONG! on 2008-04-23 16:39:10 |
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I like it, i wanna party now he he x
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Happy Birthday Pa, we will always be connected on 2008-04-23 16:17:05 |
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Thats a lovely thought Roe, hitting save for those we love aww you are soppy xx
happy birthday William Joseph Durkin xx
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Top Ten signs your a Redneck on 2008-04-23 16:13:28 |
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he he these all sound familiar, so if we were farming in the U.S would that make us rednecks? x
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Broken Promises on 2008-04-23 16:03:59 |
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hey honey, promise is a rotten word, as as soon as you use it you are running a huge risk of letting someone down, next time someone uses the word promise to you, tell them to only promise if they are going to keep it, if not then they should use the phrase 'i will try my best' it saves a lot of heartache x
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More Broken Promises on 2008-04-23 16:00:00 |
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Look out for number one honey, you are the only person you should always rely on, other people will let you down, intentionally or not, but it happens, try not to take it to heart honey xx
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Don't Give Up on 2008-04-23 13:44:00 |
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you are all so wonderful, i hope tony realises how many of you are looking out for him, thanks guys xxxxx
and Miss J, i am the one who is honoured to be close to you, and that is the truth. love you xx
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I miss you on 2008-04-23 13:40:22 |
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Thanks everyone for your wonderful comments, i thought the song was a little cheesy he he but it was apropriate to the person this post is for xx
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I'm Still Alive!! on 2008-04-23 12:31:16 |
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its called Divining (i really can't spell ha ha) you can use a needle or a crystal, married couples should use one of their wedding rings from what i have read.
aww everytime i come here i get all soppy and broody he he
good luck honey xx
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Getting to Know Me on 2008-04-23 12:25:19 |
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You do have a wise head on those young shoulders honey, very well said xx
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Liar Liar pants on Fire on 2008-04-23 11:42:44 |
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sometimes not even then though x
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Liar Liar pants on Fire on 2008-04-23 11:41:55 |
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he he , its about none of us really caring what the answers are, we ask them almost robotically, 'how are you?' blah blah, we're only honest when close friends or family ask xx
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I's my blog and I will bitch if I want to on 2008-04-23 11:38:45 |
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Hey honey, he mails lots of people, very opinionated chap, don't worry about it, keep blogging x
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Life on 2008-04-23 11:20:42 |
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Thankyou icesoul, you are very sweet xx
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it still hurts to breathe on 2008-04-23 10:53:50 |
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take all the time you need sweetheart, and hey all i do is worry about you x
i love you honey xx
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The beauty of spring on 2008-04-22 20:17:32 |
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You describe everything so beautifully, it makes me sad that it is dark here as i read this, you are wonderful with words honey xx
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What a waste on 2008-04-22 20:08:37 |
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I know how you feel honey, you just have to know when to say no to others when you need 'me time', you have to find something that you feel pasionate about, i know my advice may be a little useless to you as i don't really know you other than the words i have read here tonight, but this Tim must be someone you can focus on, something that makes you smile, makes you feel something other than your emotional turmoil? i hope so honey
please don't give up, you sound so defeted, it does sound to me (as you mentioned in your other blog about being on meds) as though perhaps the meds are keeping you too even, on a low even where you are just numb and the world seems to be slowly passing you by and you barely notice it, thats no way to live honey, i have been there, life wasnt meant to be lived in a zombiefied state, talk to your doc, see if there is anything he/she can do to bring you up.
good luck Friend xxxx
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Why me? on 2008-04-22 20:02:41 |
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Hey you, reaching out is a great place to start, i know its not much, but venting on here may help you, and if not i am sure that you have friends here who can give you a shoulder to cry on if you should need it.
please don't give up, you will find the strength if you keep looking xx
hugs xxx
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shoes on 2008-04-22 19:59:06 |
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i hope you win the wrestling match honey xxx
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Graphics I Enjoy on 2008-04-22 19:57:52 |
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beautiful xx
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Music Intensifies the soul on 2008-04-22 19:54:58 |
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Music connects people in ways that aren't even noticed til years later..the best memories are stirred by a great tune....i am rambling, hey i am sure people read this honey, i just found you on the new posts and you have had a few visits already.
hugs x
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Unwanted Family on 2008-04-22 17:41:13 |
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hey honey, i just saw your comment on Difficultsouls blog, i hope you are ok, you are welcome here at thoughts, dont ever forget it xxxx
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-22 17:38:46 |
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he he thanks faith xx
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What is the Best Way to End a Friendship? on 2008-04-22 17:34:00 |
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I hope you don't end your blog here, it is easy to stay anonymous, besides you are working hard to get people here to read you so dont give up yet honey.
this blog is long, but there is no such thing as too long in a blog, as long as you write what you need to it is fine.
I would be wary at terminating friendships for what ever reason, as at some point in all our lives we will need all the friends we can get, so maybe putting a friend at arms length is better than ending it completely x
Good luck with your blog, if you keep it up i will return to see what else you write, this blog in itself, well the subject heading may make a good forum thread if you want advice from all the regular gang xxx
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My Best Friend on 2008-04-22 15:29:33 |
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Miss J, i really find it hard to believe that you actually want to be celibate..but we'll discuss it later x
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My Best Friend on 2008-04-22 15:28:44 |
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thanks everyone i am still grinning today..maybe cos i spoke to him on the phone as well he he
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Lyric Rhythm on 2008-04-22 13:51:36 |
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And...
i too feel lost in my own home, i never feel as though i am 'there' yet, wherever there may be, and i have never felt right, always alone, even in someones arms, because really, we are always alone, never completely with someone, we would have to literally be inside someones mind to have total company, when we close our eyes at night, or have a moment alone to think, we realise how alone we are, but if you can enjoy your own company, and talk in your mind for hours (as i can he he) then it is fine to be alone, and chose who we let in and how much we share with them xx
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Lyric Rhythm on 2008-04-22 13:47:51 |
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Hey thats weird, i am going back to school too (well home school)?!
Someone may not know that you are lost and in need of finding,someone may not realise that they are welcome to look for you x
Just a thought xx
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Decleration of Independance on 2008-04-22 13:38:30 |
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I too am very proud of you, i know you can acheive all the things you want in life, and so do you x
love you honey xx mwahh xx
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Erotic dreams...or fantasies on 2008-04-22 13:36:07 |
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Thank you guys, i was so nervous posting this, i have always enjoyed writing this kind of story, but i was a little afraid as to the reaction, i tried to keep the language clean and all phrasing so to leave it all to the imagination, i know my grammer and punctuation are awful, but i hope it will improve over time
Thanks for your support, all of you xx
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life is good on 2008-04-21 19:07:04 |
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I agree with douglas, it is refreshing to see, well done xxx
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The Most Beautiful Person I Know on 2008-04-21 19:00:35 |
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He sounds like a wonderful man, and you seem to burst with pride for him, i would love to see the pictures of his sculptures if you ever do upload them,
this post is lovely, really made my day,
thank you xxx
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Coming clean ... on 2008-04-21 15:26:55 |
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Derek, i am very proud of you honey, i really am, Good old Wayne, we do put a fair ammount of pressure on him, as we sit him on his pedestal, nice for you to give him a break honey xxxxxx
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Not So Ordinary on 2008-04-21 15:18:04 |
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Very wise words Paul
and you are a real fun guy mwahhhh xx
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those Texas women look a little harried on 2008-04-21 14:20:57 |
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Maybe that explains why Amy Whinehouse has a beehive hair-do and a drug problem, which one will bring them closest to heaven? hmmm
i just had a flashback of an old picture of my mum sporting a behive when she was pregnant with me, wearing a blue maternity dress he he they called her the blue meanie bless her xx
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my wedding day with kissable lips on 2008-04-21 14:18:38 |
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AWw that is a lovely story honey, i know i am late, but happy aniversary mwahhh xxxx
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black pants, why do we have so many? on 2008-04-21 14:14:51 |
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Can i just say
Trousers
he he
i thought i would have a peep as i saw this in the thread and am now feeling like i must say trousers all over the place ha ha
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drip, drip, drip on 2008-04-21 13:27:54 |
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i love how honest you are!
xx
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Opposing forces on 2008-04-21 13:08:32 |
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these things are sent to try us, the way to get through them is to remember how you got through the last pile that fell, and realise that nomatter what is thrown at you there is always a way to survive, and it sounds to me, like you are doing a pretty good job at surviving, and yeah you did the right thing, we get that crap from supliers if payment is a day late, they seem to think that they are indespensable and thats when they find out that they are wrong!
i hope that made some sense lol xxx
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LION TAMERS DIE IN PAIN on 2008-04-21 13:00:14 |
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wow honey, you have some powerful emotions in that soul of yours
stay strong xx
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Marriage on 2008-04-21 10:06:36 |
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you are good he he
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Is This The End? on 2008-04-21 09:49:35 |
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I am so sorry i havent been here for a while, i am sorry things look so bleak at the moment for you, please try to stay strong, don't do anything daft, please xxx
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Can You Help Me Out? on 2008-04-21 09:38:39 |
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This is really great Red, i am sorry i have missed a few of your posts, i must try and carch up, i really see your tallents shining through here
wonderful xx
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How Do I Feel? on 2008-04-21 09:35:32 |
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This is a great poem Red, and you arent going on, obviously you are still hurting, i hope you feel better soon honey xxxx
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Looney Tunes on 2008-04-21 09:29:18 |
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Very good point honey, i agree with you
hugs xxx
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Looking Through Stained Glass on 2008-04-21 09:27:01 |
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you really are love itself, and the picture you just painted for us all left me feeling very peaceful, this is a beautiful post Miss J, i think i will read it again love you xx
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I'm playing around on 2008-04-21 09:16:12 |
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hey TJ, just popped by, i hope you are ok, you've not written for a while xx
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King Arthur ans the Witch on 2008-04-21 07:29:46 |
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it is great isnt it he he
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I have tried to make love to you 365 times on 2008-04-21 07:29:08 |
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ha ha ha fantastic Wayne x
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how I feel about how I feel on 2008-04-21 07:12:29 |
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I don't think that she is worthy of your pain Tony, because she gave up on you, if she understood she would have given you an opportunity to explain yourself, but she shut you out instead which, in my opinion, wasn't her roll, you stood by her through her turmoils, and maybe it would have been fair for her to return that kindness, not just quit on you when it got hard. relationships are about supporting each other, as i always say, if you don't lean on each other one of you will fall down, and thats what happened, you felll down and for her own reasons she decided not to help you back up again, when on a few occasions, you helped her back to her feet.
Thats how relationships work, and if a person isnt commited to that relationship, they run at the first opportunity, which tells me that perhaps they wern't ready for such a commitment, i know relying on each other is a pain in the arse, but it is part of being in an adult relationship, and Tony, you deserve someone who will stand by you as much as you stand by them x
i love you honey xx
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My Best Friend on 2008-04-20 21:31:03 |
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thanks Tony :)
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Abduction on 2008-04-20 17:43:11 |
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Fantastic edge of the seat stuff Stickman, wow wow wow again!
sorry i wasnt here earlier, all seems to have gone well though, this is brilliant!
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Cherished Diary Keepers on 2008-04-20 17:29:42 |
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I love you Miss J xxx
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confused on 2008-04-20 15:59:32 |
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The confusion will fade away soon honey, just keep going, you can get through this x
this is a great poem by the way xx
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I'm a dumb drunk on 2008-04-20 15:57:47 |
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Never Drink and Dial Tony!
At least you tried to have a good night, it will get better i promise x
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stupid B$%&! on 2008-04-19 20:14:19 |
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You go out and have a fantastic time and forget about her she is a stupid B£$*& and a... no i wont get carried away ha ha xx
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Unwanted Family on 2008-04-19 14:41:43 |
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Keep strong honey, and try to find the amusing side of it all, else it will drive you nuts too
hugs xx
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wierd ass phone call on 2008-04-19 14:29:51 |
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Go out honey, have some fum, for me xx
Love you xxx bff (lol)
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Don't Give Up on 2008-04-19 14:19:06 |
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Thank you guys, I hope Tony realises how loved he is and lets us take care of him xxxx
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thanks on 2008-04-19 13:13:09 |
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have another one from me
((((hugss)))
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One World on 2008-04-19 13:12:02 |
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great song honey xx
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a letter to Tiffanie on 2008-04-19 09:14:30 |
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Also, look how far you have come, you have your independance you have dreams of a new life, you have your boy who needs you and will always need you, you have become such a strong person Tony, and you did that before new years eve and you can still stay strong, you just have to keep fighting those demons, i'm sorry i wasnt here last night for you, i will be here tonight if you need me x
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a letter to Tiffanie on 2008-04-19 09:10:57 |
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Besides that, if you fall off the wagon she may never take you back, stay clean for her, but most of all do it for the boy, keep hold of all the things you hold dear and remember how much they need the new Tony, the strong Tony, the Tony with a future and new career ahead of him, please hold on to anything that keeps you clean, one day at a time xxxxxx
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a letter to Tiffanie on 2008-04-19 09:08:34 |
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tony please don't do it, if you need me you can call me anytime night or day, i can't let you ruin everything you have worked so hard for, please please for me? stay clean honey please xxxxxxx
i love you honey xxx
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someone give this a title please on 2008-04-19 09:05:41 |
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Personally i think it should be called
"you stupid girl don't you know a good thing when you've got it"
ok its a bit long but this is a great poem Tony, i am sorry you are hurting so bad honey x
big hugs xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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Soul's Passionate Body on 2008-04-18 17:01:24 |
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I love you Miss J, i don't know what to say to this..me speachless?? never ha!
i'll be back x
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Breakup poem (this really sucks!) on 2008-04-18 16:55:07 |
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Keep writing if it helps, and by the way heartache obviously makes you a better poet than you already were.
always here if you need me sweetie,
love you x
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To Tiffanie on 2008-04-18 16:52:50 |
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I hope she comes back honey, she'd be a bit silly to let you go xx
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Standoff. on 2008-04-16 16:01:55 |
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brilliant, you had better win honey xx
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Life on 2008-04-16 15:57:11 |
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thanks Nubian, i am not sad, i have edited this now, it was a bit pointless x
Miss J, i love you too xx
Pauligan, thank you my smile is broad and cheesy xxx
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Lions,Tigers and Dog Mares?!? O My! on 2008-04-09 15:40:41 |
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thats wonderful, she sounds like a real sweetie, awwww bless her xxxx
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My Life, My Story, The Final Part on 2008-04-08 15:51:35 |
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that is wonderful honey, i'm glad all is well with you, i will look forward to reading all your future blogs xxxx
big hugs honey xxxx
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Life on 2008-04-08 15:37:29 |
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Thankyou Merlyn, you really are a sweet woman, love you too xxx
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My Life, My Story, I Believe...Part Eleven on 2008-04-07 16:03:18 |
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Wow! i knew exactly what i was going to say til i read Shycher's comment, she is one lucky lady to hold the heart of such a good strong man, and you clearly hold her heart too.
I was going to say, write letters to your son's and grandchildren that they will recieve after you have passed on, perhaps these letters should contain your story, perhaps a simple explanation of who you are and how things ended the way they did,tell them you love them very much, you may get some peace just from writing the letters and knowing that one day they will read them.
You have got this far, through some of the worst experiences one person can have, don't hurry it along please, it seems you have something or someone to stick around for, take a new lease of life, look at the world for the beautiful place it is, and let the past go, just for long enough to appreciate what you have.
i enjoyed reading your story, it tells me what a wonderful man you are, hugs Templarnight, the noble templarnight x
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My Life, My Story, The Adult Years....Part Ten on 2008-04-07 15:53:57 |
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i agree with bootlady, you are a survivor, i don't know many people who would still be standing to tell this story, you must be very strong and yes noble in my opinion x
hugs x
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Life on 2008-04-07 14:35:19 |
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Faith, you are so sweet, thank you for your kind words, i am glad we are friends too xx
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Life on 2008-04-07 14:34:23 |
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Thankyou Diane, my chin is so up i can see the cracks in the ceeling ha ha xx
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Life on 2008-04-07 14:33:40 |
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Thanks Jim, i am feeling much more posative about my life at the moment..that may be down to more daylight and a bit more sunshine (snow...sleet...rain ha ha ha)
thank you though xx
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My Life, My Story, The Adult Years....Part Nine on 2008-04-06 19:45:19 |
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You truely have been through it haven't you, i really hope things have worked out for the better now, but i will have to wait for the next instalment.
you really are a great writer honey
hugs xx
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My Life, My story, The Adult Years...Part Eight on 2008-04-06 19:40:47 |
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it all sounded so perfect, i hope what heppens isn't to awful, you are such a good writer i am feeling every word xx
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My Life, My Story, The Adult Years...Part Seven on 2008-04-06 19:38:42 |
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that brought a tear to my eye, although your comment that it doesn't end well has me worried
hugs honey xx
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My life, My Story, The Adult Years ...Part Six on 2008-04-06 19:35:19 |
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oh honey, i really hope that something good happens soon, and i agree, we have had a similar situation in our family where, for the sake of his children a man has left them alone for similar reasons and a few others, it is a long story but i do think that there are occasions where it is the right choice, and we have to hope that the children understand when they are grown x
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My Life, My Story, The Teen Years, Part Five on 2008-04-06 19:31:00 |
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I agree with Hollis, we really are seeing that you are a very gentle soul, and it is so sad that so many unfortunate events filled yout life
hugs honey xx
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My Life, My story, The Teenage Years..Part Four on 2008-04-06 19:25:45 |
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i fourth that motion you are a good son, a wonderful son, i bet your mother was so proud of you xx
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Ruined It For Myself... on 2008-04-06 19:22:54 |
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yes i agree, we have all let out some deep hidden memories here, and i think we would all be a little embarrased when we meet up, but please don't let that put you off, you are part of thoughts.com and that means you are part of a big family, who definately want to include you in all our get togethers xx
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My Life, My Story, The Early Years, Part Three. on 2008-04-06 19:20:04 |
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oh well done for standing up for your mother Templar, i feel personally proud of you, and i am sure all those people who helped out know how grateful you and your mum were and are xx
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My Life, My Story, The Early Years...Part Two on 2008-04-06 19:17:01 |
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Its sad, they say you can't chose your family, but it doesn't mean we don't desperately need them sometimes, i do hope something nice happens to you both soon, you have me hooked now xx
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My Life, My Story...the Early Years. Part One on 2008-04-06 19:13:33 |
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Hey Templar..i am starting from the first and slowly working my way through your stories, as it would be silly to go the other way round.
I am so sorry you lost your father at such a young age, the worry for your mother must have made it hard for you to ever really take in what had happened, i feel for you honey, as if you were still that young boy x
hugs xx
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Going South To Beaver Town!!!!! on 2008-04-06 19:08:09 |
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Many people write about their lives and the people in them, i know i have written a few true stories about events in my life, and i have always changed the names..(to protect the guilty)
I think alot of people will apreciate your explanation of what happened in the last few days, and i think it makes alot of sense, i don't see this post as an attack, i see it as a final explanation to close this whole sorry story, i just hope that others will see it that way and let it go, so we can all move past this as soon as possable.
And a quick response to Tony, one of the two people who were agreeing with you in the thread deleted her comments as soon as she heard the whole story and realised that she wished she hadn't said the things she had said and she apologised to TAC.
You should think about the fact that alot of people must have complained for the two accounts to be deleted, and i know for a fact that GSH had sent abusive mails to other members, so Tony please stop thinking that there were just two people that complained about him as there were more.
besides, TAC has been posting here for months before you noticed him, and no one has ever reacted like this before, if you do read all the new posts how come this didn't happen months ago?
now please, can we move past this xxxx
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I do not know what to call this... on 2008-04-06 11:49:57 |
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