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 can't do this anymore
this is all wrong
nothing i can say
nothing i can do
God knows i've tried
yet here i still sit
alone day and night
no chats on the phone
no words of kindness
i don't think there is much left
of the us that used to be
i think i've had enough
of the bad moods and spite
no good days anymore
i can't fight anymore
i've tried to stop this ship from sinking
but its not a one woman job
its up to you now
i don't know how long you've got
please try as i don't want to go
but i don't imagine you will
not for one minute
though i will always hope
but i can't cry anymore
I feel awful for feeling this way
but i do, and only you can make it better

 

 


    Posted by missmarie on 2008-07-25 12:44:37 | Rating: | Views: 237
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oh wow :(
i've experienced the 'i can't do this anymore' point as well and i know it has a very permanent ring to it.
good luck
:|
Posted by  badlydrawnstickman  on 2008-07-25 14:04:20 
  
you have a heart of gold, i knew it, peace seeya,
Posted by  bjm1  on 2008-07-25 14:08:10 
  
awe hun...I'm gonna have to do some back reading of your blog, but all I can say for now is...take care of yourself, you have a clear heart of glod and I hope you feel better xxx dave xxx
Posted by  geordiedreamer  on 2008-07-25 15:34:09 
  
heart of gold, not glod, lol xxx trust me to botch it up x Haway man! xxx
Posted by  geordiedreamer  on 2008-07-25 15:34:50 
  
Sorry you are down, I hope you feel better soon
Posted by  country_girl  on 2008-07-25 17:46:51 
  
missmarie, I hope this isn't goodbye.
Posted by  circe  on 2008-07-25 18:26:38 
  
Miss Marie, this took me back to a time in my life that I try to forget.
I hope you get to work out it, like I didn't.
Hugs
Posted by  EasyToSay  on 2008-07-25 19:34:14 
  
I think a better song choice might be that one by Journey about "Streetlight People" where they say "Don't stop...belieeeving....hold on to that feeEEeelinnnng...":P Though its more about runaways and prostitutes:P You will get through this.
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2008-07-25 23:19:08 
  
And, you WILL fill me in a little, wont you?
Posted by  brainstormer  on 2008-07-25 23:21:15 
  
Weather a heart of glod or gold i'm sure i will be ok, I was expecting this to happen, or at least something similar after his mum died, just wasn't quite prepared for how hard it would be, and this is our song, our relationship has always lingered around his apologies (omen?) so from the start he used to play this to me in his DJ days and it has always stuck.

We'll be ok, i don't give up easy its time to ride the storm and hope this bad patch blows over soon, i do love him with all my heart :)

thanks for the support guys x
Posted by  missmarie  on 2008-07-26 09:30:53 
  
Just a hug for you, honey xx
Posted by  BootLady  on 2008-07-26 10:41:57 
  
This is a good poem. I hope everything works out for you the way you want it to. People change after they lose a parent. I know I did.

Hugs & kisses.
Posted by  Faith  on 2008-07-26 14:22:09 
  
miss marie, my 1st comment to you, and it's one of those "hope things work out for u" types.
"...i think i've had enough of the bad moods and spite, no good days anymore, i don't think i can fight anymore..."
sounds like a song i've sung many times!why won't they just tell us what's buggin' them? i hate The Harbor of Resentment...who wants to dock their boat there? that stupid saying:"resentments are like p#@@ing down your own leg, you're the only one who feels it"...NOT!
take that wheel and ride on outta that docking station. der's a big ole sea to sail!
loveandblessings, paperlily
Posted by  paperlily  on 2008-07-26 18:37:41 
  
go, girl. I feel the same way too. Every single word on this. We'll keep holding on until we can. i know you can.
XoXo
Posted by  vhegga  on 2008-07-26 21:40:12 
  
thank you everyone, its hard to read this, the music makes me sad lol, arent i silly :)
Posted by  missmarie  on 2008-07-28 06:47:35 
  
i can feel this in my heart

love it missmarie
Posted by  DreamingOfBruxelles  on 2008-07-29 11:34:11 
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