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today i hear that the witches are back
in my old town
stirring their cauldren
destroying someone elses life
with their words of poison
with no lives of their own
they have a desire to destroy
the reputations of others
at no cost to themselves
though their souls will be paying
as they sink lower and lower
knocking 3 times
on you know who's door
now my friend is unaware
of the words they send out
as i sip at my vodka
i feel my blood boil
terrable thoughts of revenge
drifting through my mind
when will they get their turn
when will their unhappiness begin
when will they feel
all the pain they have caused
i feel helpless to aid
being so far away
driven out by themselves
now ashamed of my thoughts
wishing them harm
filling me with guilt driving me to drink
they are still beating me arn't they
i plot and i plan
i wish and i hope
for the downfall of those
who deserve it the most
pulled down to their level
looking up at sanity
clutching at reality
backing away
what can i do
i've cut off so many friends
so that i dont have to hear
about all the evil being spread
do i have to cut them all off
to keep it away
to stop my mind thinking
things i shouldnt even say
i know so many secrets
kept close to my chest
i want to blurt them all out
just to give me some peace
but more will get hurt
if the truth about them came out
so i zip up my lips
because thats not how i work
i have smiled so much lately
but i feel its all gone to waste
i am so angry
filled with bad memeries
i want them to go away
a tempory relapse
i hope it wont last
i know it wont last
i am stronger than that
but i dont want to hear
i dont want to know
now i feel selfish
but its driving me insaine
there is no where to end
i will go on all night
but i wont let it eat at me
i must make it stop
so i will
stop
i will get through
just switch off my mind
and try and sleep
see how the morning takes me
and try not to run
 
    Posted by missmarie on 2007-11-28 14:33:00 | Rating: | Views: 108
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I can feel you hurting so much in this.
Remember you are not alone.
I will always be here for you.xx
Posted by  bubblydi  on 2007-11-28 14:39:57 
  
thanks Di,
i feel angry right now, but i know it will pass, i just have to remember those people are very unhappy already or they would have better things to do
thankyou for being there sweet Di xxx
Posted by  missmarie  on 2007-11-28 14:52:53 
  
I always will be.xx
Posted by  bubblydi  on 2007-11-28 15:19:38 
  
Their punishment is their own rotten character...when they die...the only memory of them will stink in all of the nostrils of those who knew them.
In the History Book of the Universe...they will be called Vultures.
Vultures feed on rotting flesh...just as their words rotted their whole being.
In a sense..they will feed on their own poison.
We all reap what we sow...it is a Spiritual Law.
Some call it Karma.
Just getting that out..I bet you feel relief.
I know how you feel.
My own flesh and blood did this to me...over and over again.
Peace will come again sweet Marie.
I promise you that.
Posted by  DifficultSoul  on 2007-11-28 16:00:02 
  
love to you Ds
thankyou for being my light xxxx
Posted by  missmarie  on 2007-11-28 17:31:33 
  
You handle yourself very well, marie. Take solace in the fact that you are doing the right thing.
Posted by  Pauligan  on 2007-11-28 22:23:17 
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