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Freedom
Sitting on the window ledge
watching the rain fall in the street
feeling each drop as it hits the glass of the window
I light another cigarette.....
I feel so hot.. so warm
Waiting makes my blood boil
I am not angry
just impatient
tired of this feeling
I pull the window open
and let the rain pour in
i close my eyes
and arms outstreched on the window
i let the cooling drops soak me to the skin
the sound of the wind
refreshes me as much as the water
i feel a smile reach my lips
as my temper cools
and freedom washes over my soul
remembering how you are either free or trapped
and tonight i want to be free
free from everything on my mind
everyone in my thoughts
all worries be gone
the weights are lifted from me
and i know if only for one moment in my day
i have been free
i escaped
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Montage?
I've spent over 20 years being psychic with you!
everything has to be cryptic or in a song
why do i have to figure out everything and come to my own conclusions?
rarely having my thoughts confirmed as to weather i'm right or wrong!
I can't wait until we meet
i'm going to get some things off my chest
i've been sad lately again because of you
and i realise you do it to yourself
you make those around you paranoid of me
its not fair
i just want to be friends with my best friend and i'm sick and tired of hiding our friendship
maybe there is a reason all your girlfriends have hated me
and this one is the sweetest girl in the world
why would she suddenly stop trusting me?
I have to tell you some home truths
dont' i deserve better than your cryptic statements?
seriously after all this time i wish you'd have a little respect for me
all i want is my best friend
and you make out like we're having an affair or something
we're friends
your sneaky behaviour may be whats responsible for other peoples paranoia!
you want a montage?
i've got one for you
its in word form i warn you
and it will take a while to read,
maybe if i give you one page at a time
so you can throw away the evidence before you get home
you will have ready it by the time youre 50!!!
I'm angry cos you've made me sad again
i felt so positive because we'd arranged to meet
so i can get this stuff off my chest finally
now you just drag me down
sorry i wrote this as if it were a poem
didn't mean to
just angrily hitting the enter button *slam*
isn't quite good enough to release my tension
the sooner we meet and talk the better
seriously
i have to get this over with
i can't hurt over you any more
i only want our friendship back
the way it always was!!
it makes me cry that our time together
means nothing to anybody
and these fleeting glimses of how you feel
confuse me
you make me worry that you think youre in love with me again
because you're being secretive about me
which probably makes me look guilty
well i'm sure i'd be to blame if you got caught
caught being innocent
but making yourself guilty
if you feel guilty about being my friend then whats the point?
don't live with that kind of guilt
maybe leave me alone
in twenty years time perhaps i'll have forgotten
how much you mean to me
NOT!
I was in love with you once
we've been to hell and back
shared every emotion possible
i want to scream!!!!!
