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confusion
i'm starting to think it's a powerful thing. confusion. i'm confused all the time now. most of the time i can't even talk cuz the connection from my brain to my mouth is broken. whatever i think, always comes out backwards. i know it's cuz of all the stress i'm going through right now, but......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-01 14:45:41 | Rating:

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don't have much time to type
well, my father stooped to a whole lower level. he wanted to argue and fight over some cereal bars. i didn't. he threw stuff in my face, i threw stuff in his face, he tried to physically stop me from going into the house to get my man and then my father called the cops on me.......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-05 13:34:55 | Rating:

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things are just ok.
my daughter and i went to court on monday. it went better than expected. honestly, i thought i would have been punished for what she did. i'm glad it didn't turn out that way. she pled guilty to making a false report of a misdemeanor. they are giving her probation and making her a ward of the......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-13 11:19:55 | Rating:

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well, i thought things were getting better
i thought wrong. everyday, they pile more and more on me. i tried to take another day off, but that didn't go so well. everyone came at me with all their issues and never once thought about mine! my father, being the ass that he is, just piles it all on me. i swear he's not sane......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-18 11:22:57 | Rating:

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things are alil better
but now having said that, things will probably spiral. lol. lately, my father has been sucking up to us. he's being nicer and leaves us alone for the most part. he still goes and mopes cuz he has no friends. is it that hard of a concept to "go find your own friends and not steal......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-20 12:03:51 | Rating:

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well, that was short lived
between the kids, my father, my man and his friends, i had a short circuit somewhere and had a melt down. i don't think anyone truly sees what i go through. i don't think anyone around me can put themselves into my shoes for a change. i can't stand the fact that i'm responsible for......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-23 10:17:03 | Rating:

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they are finally listening!
HAPPY MEMORIAL DAY!!! i was going to post a picture up here for Memorial Day. but i thought it would be stupid for me to do that. i believe in everyone who sacrificed for "our" country, but i also believe, this really isn't "our" country. it's the politician's......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-25 11:36:17 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: family stress relief pessimism empathy

the last few days.....
have been pretty good. no fighting, no arguing, no bickering, no complaining. hell, i don't even know what to do with myself without all of that. i've been sooo used to it. we have had nothing but fun times and great memories to add to the books! either way, it's a nice change. well, at......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-27 11:59:04 | Rating:

| Views: 23 | Comments: 4 | Tags: family decisions consequences learning

reading a new book
i've been reading this book called, "Emotional Freedom" by Dr. Judith Orloff. it's quite interesting. it teaches you that we will never have true freedom, unless we have emotional freedom. also, that the stress in our lives has a great significance in our health. it can create all......Read More

Posted on: 2009-05-29 12:47:16 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 1 | Tags: books emotional freedom dr. judith orloff stress self-worth

wow, the power of negativity
i have been doing really good with my book and learning how to not let everything get to me. i've been calm and really happy as of late. it's such a refreshing change. i'm not stressed all the time anymore. i let things just roll off my shoulders and on to the feet of where the stress belongs.......Read More