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i had a...dream today...i think dreams are supposed to symbolize something but...i hope this doesn't
i was in my van..the van i had in canada..and the door was open..i was wearing the clothes i wore when i came back again..a guy was holding my arm and sitting with me in the van..another guy was holding my leg..not forcibly but cuz i couldnt hold it myself..i was facing outside and he was standing..we were in a gas station...i saw my dad and grandpa across the street, in the middle of a garden, drinking tea...i turned back and my mom was sitting there...she looked weak and tired..like she was wen she was pregnant...we looked at each other and i just knew that i was weak, i couldnt move myself..helpless..and that the guy holding my arm was dangerous..he could do something..i turned to look at him and looked bak..instead of my mom my aunt was sitting there and my mom had gotten out..my aunt was about to get out too but she saw me and remebered...she couldn't leave me... then the guy holding my leg asked me wen my dad was gonna come.. i looked at him still drinking tea.. and sed i didnt noe wen..then he grinned evilly and ran his finger thru the middle of my tits (wat little of them i have) ..and suddenly i floated up ...the guy holding my arm was taken aback.. and my shirt went up and pants went down.. and i screamed "DAD!!" and woke up
getting raped is one of my biggest fears..i dont know why..it just is..but wat duz this dream mean? im a burden on others? dont judge? dont trust someone u tink u do? men really do control the world? my dad wont be there for me..he wont support me??
maybe this means canada is not as good as this country..cuz the leg guy was wearing red and the arm guy was wearing green...but!!!!
im a feminist and i beleev that women can be equal to men.. that they are..but...
wat?
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Posted by missinhome on 2008-02-15 08:35:32 | Rating: | Views: 66
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