Andrew:
well he is my step dad,
been living with him for about 5 months.
and well he always think everything is about him.
not in the way of,
do this for me.
as in,
how ever he feels about the subject is the only right way.
like i'm sick got crop.
and he is saying that i'm not sick,
i even went to doctors
and he makes my mum pays for everything and then says to me she pays for nothing that fuckes me off to the max
it would probly be better if me and mum moved out.
seeing how he says to me all the time to move out and that he never wanted me here, and mum doesn't even care
and they wonder why i don't sit with them, it's cos he fucks me off with his only right way.
and when we get on the subject of me waking up at 5:00 he always say that he did it when i was his age to go swimming.
i think we all have a choses and he chocse to get up at that time, i could do it i just don't want to  and he should drop it..

thats what pisses me off about andrew


Boys:
well i like this guy,
missed him so much.
name is tj fucking hot as
treats me so nice
worries about me.
sticks up for
me perfect
but he lives in tenent creek and i don't live there.

then there is my ex
he was the one i talked about in my other blogs. i loved him but it didn't work out.
didn't treat me nicely.
anyway were still best friends he is my best friend.
i had sex with him the other night and spent all day sunday with him, and today i spent all day with him.
it was nice and sweet by the end.
he was asking me for hugs.
and i don't feel anything for him today i didn't.
but still it messes with my heads
with all the signs that he gives
and i want  to hang out with him,
i don't know about dating cos he did alot to me
but to be his friend
but he always see sex with me....

 

now your probly thinking i'm a big slut i'm not,
i really like tj i have history with michael
and josh well he lives in gladstone
treats me nice,
but he isn't really good looking.
and i've know him for so long,
kinder see him as a brother.
but i went away for a week
and missed him/
cryed on his shoulder
when i seen him
and i don't know what it means


and this pisses me off
if want to talk about it or whatever