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well i turned 16 on thursday (24th of july)
and for some reason i ether woke up to myself or became wiser.
lol,
still the fool.
but i told my EX that i was over him and he said i could be and thne he tryed to fight one of my cloes friends because i went to his house, he really does fuck up everything that he touches lol but i'm not going to tell him that or maybe anyway. i'm wiser about this situation because even though i love him ALOT i'm thinking that i now know after so ong that it's never going to happen so i should just you know forget about it i know it will be hard but i'll meet knew poeple and maybe one day another boy like him will come along but will be toatly better.
i kinder wish tee j came here he was the best out of everyone it was like a movie romance.
(man i can't say that word anymore to many memories with my ex ) thats what is going to make it hard is my memories will keep poping up becuase i was really happy with him, and i know if he ever wanted me i'd jump for him but i don't see it happerening any time soon so it's time to move on to get out tehre to see waht else this life has to offer i'm trying not to text him but i don't know how long it will last.....
last night was so good too, i went to his to sort the situation about my friend and him and well we had sex for like 2 hours and it was really good. i mean it. the way he hold me and put his hands over my body just made me forget everything and wont him so bad. but he kepted saying the wrong words after it when we were talking.
but i really didn't mind becasue i coudln't move as i was drunk. and al i could think about was his body. oh his body he si really shy about his body never has he had sex with me naked and last night he did and OHHH thinking about it gets me going haha i sound like a slut but i don't care because it was great and he is great and so much for moving on here i am thinking about what great sex he gives me. oh great,,, this will be hard and the song that is on makes me want to ring him up but i'm not going to,,, no one knows on how he makes me feel not in the sexually way i mean in the feeling way, maybe if poeple asked then they would maybe understand that i can't not wont him. my friend is kinder giong throw the same situation but she is like 26, i can't really put my two cent worth in but this dude is a fuck head haven't even meet him, but last night i was sleeping in her bed he breaks in the house storms down the bedroom see that she is in the middle and starts going nuts at us three chicks we were like what the fuck i was so out of it it was like 6 in the morning hadn't had much sleep, i couldn't understand what he was saying but i did he would have got a pices of me haha lol.
anyway if you wont to know ether right me and i'll answer it, or keep in contact for my next update.
peace out peeps.
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Posted by missinghome on 2008-07-27 00:57:39 | Rating: | Views: 29
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happy belated birthday.. sound like having sex is just like eating the food that you like...do be careful cause there are a lot of illness out there..
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Posted by GnR
on 2008-07-27 04:56:22
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