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well if you have read my past blogs you will know that my ex is great but then not really all cracked up to be.
but for the last 5 months about that even long i have been having sex with him, over and over really good sex. and i don't know why. like maybe it's because i still like him maybe it's just that i think that if i have sex with thim he will reslied that hye needs me as much as i need him.becuase i do love him and i think he should be with him.
oh have i told you that he has a girlfriend when he has been haveing sex with me, the hole time. but i don't mind.
because i see that if you cheat on someone then you don't love them. he has never cheated on me but on her so many times like he wouldn't even be able to count... and here i am, giving him everything he wonts and i know when he is around me he can't get his little cute smile of his face.
so why doesn't he pick me?
date me,
be with him.
i would give up my family and friends just to be with him.
and yet i dnt even know if he would....
when i moved back i new he would hurt me but i still went out wiht him, knowing that and i would do it all over again. even if it was my last thing to do.
becuase i really do love him with all my heart.
he gives me butterflies when i see him, he makes me smile all the time. we can stay on the phone for hrs without saying a word.
so why not me?
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Posted by missinghome on 2008-07-15 05:13:03 | Rating: | Views: 46
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Never put LOVE on top of the making love..your life will be miserable if keep going on like this...
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Posted by GnR
on 2008-07-15 05:24:36
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ugh lemme tell you I've been through that Same situation...TWICE! I would give the guy sex whenever he wanted yet he still chose other girls over me. I think one of the main reasons we do so is because we never feel good enough. We feel that if we keep having this great sex with them they'll realize that we are good and sexy enough for them but guys like him, never change. I hope your guy will turn around and see what he has. One of the times w/ me the guy took 3 years to realize he loved me then i was already like "fuck it" haha so idk keep your chin up and keep looking for those other guys that will treat you like a princess. (I use to go for only jerks too haha)
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Posted by barbie33
on 2008-07-16 22:48:44
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