All of my life, i have not felt whole
I can not describe it
There is something missing
I don't even know what it is
I can never say i have truly been completely fulfilled
Or completely happy
I am always searching for something
but i do not know what for
I have reached a point in my life
that i have to come to the realisation
I will never find it
I could never find something that has not been lost
I have never had what i am looking for
so why should i feel this way?
The part of me that is not there
is holding me back
I must learn to live without it
Why waste what time i have left on this earth
Live with what i have
I must
If you ever find the missing part of me
Please return it
Till then i will carry on without it