Im so proud of you. I wish I cold have done the same thing, because there will be a day when your with the one you love and you may think I wish I could have given this person this gift that you can only give once. The man Im with was a virgin when we met and this man turned out to be that right man for me and I thought laying there next to him I wish I could have given him that same gift of love. It was sad in a way. So what you are doing is great and honestly I wish I was as smart as you are now. Stay tough and stay safe.