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Jess, I secretly hope you read this.
I know why I have been upset and crying lately.
And it's a retarded reason.
I'm sad because I like Jordan (my boyfriend) so much, so quickly, so early and I'm scared that I am in deeper than he is. I'm scared that we won't work out, I'm scared that he will find someone else. I'm scared that I'm not good enough for him.
I USED to be stronger than this, I used to have such a higher self-esteem.
I can't trust guys anymore and that is NOT fair to not be able to trust Jordan.
Well, I trust him.
I jsut don't trust myself I suppose?
If all the other guys didn't want me, why would he?
I'm scared because I have never liked someone this much.
When he says I'm the prettiest girl he has ever liked I don't beleive it.
I'm at such a low point right now,
I hate it.
I'm usually the one consoling my best friend for a self-esteem boost,
but it's role reversal right now and I need her.
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Well,if he didnt go out with you he Were would you be, he is dateing you and you love him, he should love you bak cuz you know deep down inside that he cares and he should know that you love him and You care as well, if he calls you the pritteast girl that hes meat its not a lie ITS the TRUTH cus i know! im dateing this guy right know and hes like a year older then me but he loves me cuz he cares and the thought counts for once becouse he and i have been to gether for almost three years and you will know ASAP that Your boyfriend is alot more intrested in you than you think... Heck he may Evean Marry you... be safe and have fun... take my advice and be stong, HE LOVES YOU!
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Posted by PrittyRena
on 2008-02-23 04:37:24
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