
Gosh!
I have made my blog so i don't know what to write here. But of course anime! (hehehe
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I'm not really good in English although there are perfectly understand of what i'm saying by my friends.
I have to blame myself 'cause i didn't learn English subject in my school, i didn't serious my studies and i have to blame myself for being "lazy"! Thank God, i could speak English but not that good to hear from me and thanks goodness i write it well and because of it, i made friends anywhere in the internet.
What i really want to say is, what do my friends really want to hear from me? Or what do they want to see from me...
You see, the title above was "There is nothing to know about...?", i want to say that i was curious of making my friends here in the internet and i said to myself that i could relate more deeper because of anime!
That's not all, what makes me bring my closeness to them? I have a feeling that there is a big and beautiful thing happen to me...
You know what it is? My friends give me answer to my prayers and i'll share it with you.
I pray to God that i wanted to have true friends in my life and that long journey i search for my entire life, i see now that i can't live with my own, i have to stand both feet to be stronger than before. I see how wonderful to have friends even though i got mysterious problem that i couldn't share with and i still have to keep it to myself. I'm a mysterious type and a silent one, i'm very curious and now still i'm doing my best to prove to the world that i can and i will be myself and i could do what is right.
You don't know how hard i live and feel what i been now. How will i change if everything goes in my way?
What should i do to make people accept me? And make me part of their lives?
I guess i have to search and reveal the secret of life by myself. I know why their are like that to me 'cause of my laziness, i couldn't do right and i can't honestly relate to them. There's nothing to know about "me"! And i could find it easily to understand, but there is no hope for me.
I'm just thankful that i still have a little amount of happiness left to me. Though life is hard and i should go on and be strong, what makes you and what you believe, that's you! And no one could know you if you are fake... Just be who you are and what you are, have that faith to conquer all of it even no one cares there is still a special persons in your life that cares so much for you.
Good Luck and God bless you!
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