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OMG SCHOOL STARTS FRIDAYYYY for me anyways. lol.
im excited yet worried at the same time. i told my dad i would get STRAIGHT A'S no matter what.
and he's like, "oh well now you can get a job" and i also do a musical in my school.
and im not sure if i can handle all three. so im kinda confused lol.
but im sure i can do it :]

i have some love troubles too.
with two guys. one of them, my ex, my god i love him to death.
but he's so freaking confusing!!!!! I CAN'T STAND IT.
yet i love it all the same. idk why :[ he's hurt me so much but its like
i don't care. and i don't anymore, idk what's wrong with me.

and then there's josh. we both like each other, but we don't go out.
he's super shy, and so am i, and like.. neither of us is going to make the first move
so i have NO CLUE what to do about that. i MIGHT ask him out.
idk.

:| lol its all so confusing. that's it for now.