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CANCER- when i think or hear that word it jus makes me wish i never new the meaning of it. My grandpa has been fighting cancer for about 3 years now....and its not getting any better..my dad talked to him today and he told my dad he will not make it to his next birthday, which is in June. My dad told me this tonight and now all i can think about is how much i havent seen hime and how i havent spent any time with my grandpa.... i mean he only lives an hour away and for some reason i find myself too busy to go up there or not wanting to bc i didnt want to see him in pain..Now that makes me feel like im a bad grandaughter am i? thats how i feel...If something would happen to my grandpa idk wat would happen...i mean we have never been that close but we still have always been connected.. but i was always closer to my moms dad..who died wheni was 6 1/2.. and i have never really let any of my other grandpas take his place...
I kno that if he would pass on he would b in a better place and he wouldnt hurt anymore..but idk... i tired of my family dying... in august my great grandma passed and that was hard for me to deal with.. i dont know wat to think anymore..
IF you have an advice jus let me kno
thanks
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Posted by minnie2007 on 2007-11-14 19:26:16 | Rating: | Views: 111
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