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too much to ask for

after today, what i've been through for the past 3 weeks will be completely over....
i didn't actually realise that i enjoyed it so much
so much that i did not even complain....
so much that i look forward to hard work....
so much that i was willing to make so many sacrifices....
so much that i think i will not be this happy for a long long time....
the first day and briefing was very new and nerve wrecking for me but after that everything was so fun
this must be the most enjoyable work that i've done so far....
i really liked it so much that i did not even bother about the low pay....
i just continued and smiled
i guess the amount that i laughed during this 3 weeks was much more than the entire semester that i had spent in school
school was no fun at all and very stressful
even though it was stressful over there, the people the happenings are what i feel i will remember for a long long time...
all these memories are still fresh in my mind
so they are so precious and so dear to me....
they make me laugh and want to cry at the same time...
i am grateful that i get to know this bunch of people
this bunch that make me feel excited and lose my sleep in the middle of the night and yet still able to smile from the lack of sleep early in the morning...
this bunch of people that made me want to continue with what i am doing....
but i also realised that nothing in this world last
there has to be an ending and it ended today
for the time of this week it may still remain unforgettable but as time washes away everything and new memories sinks in washing away the older ones, everything fades away...
we would just become individuals busy with our own lives....
that's the reality...
it's something that everyone has to face....
i was so close to having something between us only to find out that it might all be wishful thinking on my part and was created all in the name of fun...
maybe nothing so entertaining and soul enriching existed in the first place....
it may just be a figment of my imagination....
i really treasure these memories and i hope it lasts....
although none of those that had ever happened to me left such a lasting impression
i was a bit disappointed when no move was taken...
but i guess that's my fate and destiny
that's how my life goes....
for a moment it brought back fond memoeries of the past
but after today everything will be back to square one
nothing ever happened....
i should just savour whatever had happened while it lasts....
i'm grateful that it happened but i expected it to last which apparently was too much to ask for....

Posted by milo on 2009-07-06 12:38:40 | Rating: