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the clock is ticking
i'm losing time
the moment is nearing

i'm scared
i'm nervous
i'm anxious

i'm lost
i'm uncertain
i'm worried

maybe right
maybe wrong
but i can't turn back

lose this chance
and there is no reversal
for life?

left or right
yes or no
i don't know

i can't feel
i can't sense
i can't see

a solution?
a calling?
a direction?

freedom vs flexibility
pressure vs loneliness
mind vs heart

i pondered
i tried
i attempted

i wondered
i struggled
i fought

is this really it?
am i daydreaming
or am i just stubborn...

perhaps i shouldn't cling on
can i start anew?
treat it as i have nothing in the first place?

what if i don't get what i want?
what if i'm disappointed?
what if i lose?

i don't want to sacrifice
i don't want to let go
i don't want to give up

close my eyes try my luck
what i get is
you know the answer to that

what should i do
where should i go
how should i continue

the clock is ticking
the moment is here
my answer is..................