View Blog  just let it be hasn't posted any new entries for quite some time... i wasn't really busy but just occupied with other stuff... well meeting up with my friends sure lifted up my spirits by quite a lot... sometimes i wonder why i'm always like that i tend to portray different personality in fornt of different people... which one am i actually? those that are quiet confident and optimistic? or the pessimist and realist? i guess i'm both..... it's just that i the optimisic one comes out when i'm with my friends who are pessimist on the other hand, i tend to be way too pessimistic when i'm with my more cheerful friends which often dampens the joyful atmosphere... but frankly speaking i enjoy being with the cheerful ones more... it's much more comfortable to be with them because i don't have to hide my unhappiness... they also reflect the behaviour of normal average people... maybe it's because they don't have such ambitions, that's why i'm so at ease with them... the other group of friends however are the cream of the crop... they are the best of the cohort... many have never tasted failure and are always aiming for the best, going for number one... they have never seen people who are worse off than them... i guess they have never considered the situation of such people... they just kept on lamenting on their inadequencies which are so minute compared to the others... why can't they be contented with what they already have? sometimes it's not fair... they tried so little yet had so much while there are some who tried so hard but had so little... isn't it difficult to be the perfect person? well i'm tired to be always going for the best... really tired... sometimes it's better to not be the best... sometimes it's easier to not be so capable... i hate that stress and the pressure... yet i moan at the waste of my talents.... it's so contradicting... actually i'm not a brave person i just want to be normal  but at times i 'm greedy and i want more i want to be above average i think i just have to leave it to fate how much i achieve or can obtain is actually fated well conclusion? just let it be ba...      Posted by milo on 2008-06-19 00:12:31 | Rating: | Views: 28   Email This to a Friend   Friend's Email *    Friend's Name*    Your Name*    Security code*    Refresh Image        Bookmark: Delicious  Digg  Reddit  Facebook  StumbleUpon    Permalink:      Blog Comments Nothing found Would you like to comment?     (Maximum characters: 5000)     You have characters left.      Security code:                                                     Refresh Image

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