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i wanted to do this before i grow older...
just a few minutes more
hopefully i can make before 12
every time of the year there will be one week when i will feel extremely weird
since 3 years ago this have been the case
and it's this time of the week again
every year there will be full of ups and downs
feel extremely helpless
feel extremely lonely
i really hope someome will remember but will they?
looks like i'm the only one trapped in this memory
be contented! don't be greedy
maybe i should tell myself that
after so long
i still look the same
i'm still like that
where are you?
are you coming?
i feel it extremely hard to face this myself
sometimes i have to resign to fate
sometimes i feel it is not enough
i can't help but feel sad
i can't help but look back
maybe unless i find some substitute
i will always be trapped there
i will always reminise this much
i do not want to let go
seriously i don't
but maybe i should
last day being a teen
well maybe last few minutes
should i smile?
maybe not
maybe yes
be brave
be brave
even if it's fake
just shut your eyes
throw away your thoughts
and live through life like that
after a while it'll be over soon
older already must speak up!
must change!
jiayou!

Posted by milo on 2009-03-05 10:49:20 | Rating: