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truth, disillusioned?
actually sometimes i don't understand myself either i'm a firm believer of truth yet i prefer to be disillusioned? maybe somethings are better left unsaid, undone, untouched too much being make known can hurt i guess.... ignorance may be bliss even if the truth is known after a very......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-14 10:27:17 | Rating:

| Views: 11 | Comments: 1 | Tags: disillusioned

too much to ask for
after today, what i've been through for the past 3 weeks will be completely over.... i didn't actually realise that i enjoyed it so much so much that i did not even complain.... so much that i look forward to hard work.... so much that i was willing to make so many sacrifices.... so......Read More

Posted on: 2009-07-06 12:38:40 | Rating:

| Views: 6 | Comments: 0 | Tags: last

i don't want to botter anymore
alright i've decided.... i'll just do whatever i can and anything that i'm able to do i can't do anything about it.... i would just have to let it go and stop worrying about how other people will perceive me i've always been trying to keep up a good image which is why things are always......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-10 23:00:20 | Rating:

| Views: 13 | Comments: 0 | Tags: greedy

promise or work?
good news is i'm in well maybe it was because i gave too many promises that i now regret making because i feel that at the current state i'm unable to keep them people always make time management sound so easy am i really that bad at it? i tried to slot in the things properly but some how......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-09 01:53:22 | Rating:

| Views: 17 | Comments: 0 | Tags: promise work

vex
feel extremely vexed well when is my life not vex? if it's too smooth sailing i would complain too very hard to please right? why is all my schedule clashing together one by one as the days passes? stop inserting dates that don;t fit into the schedule for important events at the very......Read More

Posted on: 2009-06-05 11:27:52 | Rating:

| Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags: vex

my heart fell
i guess if there was a day where i would be so disturbed, it would be today maybe i should thank god that all the unhappy things all happen at once which is today... that way other days would be better... but all the unhappiness all at once? i wonder how i could take it... the other......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-28 07:04:54 | Rating:

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hang in there!
finally, 2 more weeks to go... i survived although not very well i would say can't really do the things that i want or do as well as i wanted feeling very disappointed and depressed but the key is that it's over there's nothing i can do about it 2 more hurddles to go- final report as......Read More

Posted on: 2009-04-02 12:17:02 | Rating:

| Views: 11 | Comments: 0 | Tags: focus

wk12
it rained just now and it was quite scary not that the rain was scary but the suddeness and heaviness of the rain could have startled just anyone... in addition, just right after raining, the sun shone brightly like never before within hours there wasn't even a trace that this area once......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-27 04:58:25 | Rating:

| Views: 12 | Comments: 0 | Tags: -

afraid
i'm scared to look at the results i know i'm not very brave i'm afraid of the huge disappointment why must there be comparison? why can't i do things according to myown standard? i don't like to be the last i don't like to be the worst i'm really afraid that i've done badly but......Read More

Posted on: 2009-03-12 11:36:57 | Rating:

| Views: 24 | Comments: 1 | Tags: afraid

6/3
i wanted to do this before i grow older... just a few minutes more hopefully i can make before 12 every time of the year there will be one week when i will feel extremely weird since 3 years ago this have been the case and it's this time of the week again every year there will be full......Read More