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And I am sure nobody missed me. OMG..I deleted all that stuff I had wrote. It hurt to have it out there floating around. But it did me a world of good to get it all off my chest so to speak. I am better now. For those of you who read that whole messy love story, I was hating life for a bit. I was very depressed. But, being the sensible, strong woman I am, I have put it all where it belongs. In my mind, memories only. I won't say the past though. I actually went back to CA with two of my kids to see my sister for 10 days. I spoke to him and it was again very emotional. He told me he loved me..still. That he did not know you could love two people. What do you all think of that? But, we love our spouses and kids and have good lives so we just said goodbye. He told me I can call him in 6 months..Maybe he will feel better by then. Right. It's been 20 years and the feelings are still there. There is no getting over it.
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Posted by midlifemama on 2007-08-07 14:42:02 | Rating: | Views: 115
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