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 I Don't Understand...
...why anyone would think I am brave or courageous for writing about what I have been through.
I certainly don't feel that way.

Writing about my past actually scares me to death, but I know if I don't write about it from time to time, I have done nothing to help prevent it from happening to someone else. I have done nothing to help someone else who is currently being abused. I have done NOTHING... and I absolutely cannot bear that.
It would be like letting everyone who ever abused me win. And I'll be damned if I let that happen!

So, I sometimes write about being physically and emotionally abused by my step-father. And I write about being sexually and emotionally abused by my maternal grandfather. Not because I'm brave... not because I enjoy remembering it (God forbid!), but because if I remain silent... I contribute to the perpetuation of the abuse to others.

I thank everyone who said such wonderful things in response to my blog post... but I'm no more brave or special than anyone else.

I just want all the pain to end for EVERYONE.

All my love to all of you, my amazing friends and family! I couldn't have become the person I am without you!

God bless you all!
    Posted by micks66 on 2008-04-29 00:26:36 | Rating: | Views: 47
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being brave and courageous comes from facing your fears, whether it's blogging or standing up for your rights. You have the mind of an adult now, not a child's mind. You trusted people who took advantage of a young spirit. Believe me, writing about it is brave. It is a way of healing. If you keep it contained you could blow up! So many people become the monster that their abusers were. Thank you for stopping a cycle of abuse and speaking about it for others. You are a hero!
Posted by  SxySukie  on 2008-04-29 16:27:27 
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micks66
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