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I feel that my blogs have maybe been a little boring considering most of you probably don't walk a strait line like I do. Just kidding, I am not perfect so I am gonna tell a little dirt and a little more about myself. Growing up I was the little girl who hung around the guys at school because I thought the girls were rediculous by the way they made fun of people. Well the girls started to call me names because they thought I so called was trying to steel all of the good looking guys, but I wasn't so they called me a whore and I was a virgin. Needless to say I beat up several girls over this including one three times my size. They thought I was to big hearted to hit them back but they did not know my nick name was the tiger at home. My brother and sister use to hit me and be mean to me for no reason. One day I got tired of it and broke loose of the chains and came at them like a raging bull. After the second time they did not come back to hit me because they saw I was not gonna just stand there. Another thing that I did was skip school a few times with one of my boyfriends and we went to the woods to hang out and I promise we did not do nothing but people swear we did or just tried to aggrevate me. See while we were in the woods we pet a big fat grey fluffy cat and then we both rubbed our eyes and got poison oak in our eyes and we both got suspended for skipping school, so you know how they came up with that one. Rule number one don't pet a cat that just came from the woods. Not long after I turned twenty one. I went to bars. I did not drink much or often I went mainly to sing karaoke because I love to sing and have won a few contests. Also I loved the attention you get when you doll up and men stare. I am only human"""""""I never not once went home with one ever. I would play games with guys and break a few hearts. Now I look back on it I can see that I was on a rampage to pay men back for what my exes did to me. I regret it now and went back to the same bar where I hurt a few people as myself, no walls, no motives and they all seem to be over it now and like me for my true self and not what I appeared to be. That is why I say do not scope for a relationship in a bar. Too many people who go to them are not apt for relationships and most men are out for one thing, ands most women are out just for attention. Off the subject, I want to describe my personality more, I am the type that loves to play pranks on people, I laugh a lot and say mostly positive things. No need to make a mole into a mountain. I have never done anything other than drink and I try
weed a few times and I did not like it, mostly because I have a strong guilty feeling when I smoked it. I have never been in trouble with the law. I do not judge people. I get very annoyed when people assume everything is true about what they hear about a person because there is another side to every story so why judge the beauty of a puzzle when the pieces are missing. Any ways, I keep a smile on my face and some people ask how. Well it's because we only have one life to live. Make it as joyful as you can. Give people the shirt off your back and open your heart to people who need you. You have not heard all that much about me because you know it would be more than a novel. Just hope you got to know me a little better. Last but not least, I am 33 I live in Alabama and I am a Country girl who has always wanted to break away from a County life and travel the world. This was inspired by EASYTOSAY She always puts her thoughts out in the open and reading her blogs inspired me to do the same. LANA
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Deut. 7:9 "Know therefore that the LORD thy God, He is God, the faithful God, which keepeth Covenant and mercy with them that love Him and keep His Commandments to a thousand generations."
nice blog
we as christian all have a dark moment in time
thank God for forgivness at the cross
and love from others
Amen and thanks for sharing this
dont ever give up the hope you have
in christ
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Posted by good_news
on 2008-08-13 01:25:17
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ALways believed what you see and what you hear and the most important is what is your evaluate it from your mind..dont jurge from the look or heard from some where.always thru you brain to check
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Posted by GnR
on 2008-08-13 02:36:24
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The past is only a negative thing when we fail to learn from it.
Hugs for being so open! :)
~L
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Posted by LARed
on 2008-08-13 17:47:48
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