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Today started out as a good day at first. I'm getting my bedroom set that I chose out and will be delivered on Monday after work. And then slowly from there on things went down hill from there. My fiance came home from work and later told me that we're going to his mom's house tomorrow for the 4th of July. And he never told me that at all in advance. I had already made plans with my mom for tomorrow to get the rest of things I had left at her house tomorrow. I was also going to take my son (a cat) to the house so she can spend time with him too. But instead he tells me at the last damn minute that we were going and I spoke to his mom and I know that she was excited for me to go down there. So of course I said yeah we were going. She was going to have this huge BBQ at her house. So instead of hanging out with my mom for a few hours, I had to cancel my plans for tomorrow and reschedule them for Sunday. It makes me so mad because I had plan this in advance.
Now I had a bonfire to go to later tonight around 7pm and it was my first bonfire and I was really excited to go, but instead late minute he had to clean his mom's carpets. Okay I'm thinking its not going to take long to do it, Well its close to 8:30pm and I'm still waiting till he tells me if he's done yet cleaning the carpet. And then I get a txt back saying that he was done and that he doesn't like being rushed and shit. I'm just thinking to myself shit its just a simple question. But whatever the hell. So as soon as well leave his mom's house we get into this big fight over my txt msg and that it was disrespectful of me to bother him while he's cleaning the carpet. Because its not asking for a lot to clean her carpet when she's going to feed us tomorrw morning. I'm just like I thought that the fucking txt I sent was no big deal. But obviously to him it was. So I'm pissed and I'm on the freeway and we are not talking at all. As soon as we get off the freeway we stop by Mcdonald's because he's hungry and he's like what do you want. I'm like I don't want anything. I'm still full from the chicken bowl I had. But I didn't need all the attitude you know.
So we stopped by a liquor store and I got my Bacardi Silver pint and I'm pretty buzzed right now because he's mad me so mad right now its better drinking in my opinion than to drive down to the beach by myself and god only knows what could happen. I know that drinking never solves any problems, but I seriously cannot go to sleep being mad at him at all. I gotta get up tomorrow morning being happpy and shit. And to make things worse right now, all the pain that I feel from losing my unborn twin babies is coming to surface and I just want to cry.
But I will leave this to be continued for later on. In case I miss spelled things I'm sorry people because its been such a hard day for me.
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Posted by mia1984 on 2009-07-04 02:24:28 | Rating: | Views: 19
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