recently ive been wondering what it actually feels like to be happy. i havent been happy for a long time now. ive faked it only to make others happy. dont you ever want to fall back into nothingness feel nothing be nothing? im sick of it all life, everything and nothing. im just sick of living......Read More
as these tears cascade down my cheeks i want some one to hit me so i can feel someting real pain thats not inside me. i was on the way to feeling happy again a few blogs ago but now im back to wanting this pain and helplessness end i just want it over i want to feel nothing be nothing x </3 ...Read More
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im at an all time low. questioning the purpose of of life? im so sick of it all i just want it all to end my pain, hurt and hopelessness. i feel like theres nowhere to turn im trapped in this horrible world. as i sit here with tears running down my cheeks i just want to fall into darkness a land......Read More