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Why can't I be happy?

I live in a beautiful home, have a nice car, very good occupation, almost perfect children, outstanding credit, but that one thing is missing...
I would love to have that one man, the one who loves ME and I can put all my love into him. I am tired of living a freaking lie. He is a good father, good provider, but he is not a good husband. I can't get him to understand that I need more. I just need to feel loved and appreciated. The longer I am not feeling love from him, the more I am turning away, I am so ready to walk. I can't say that I have been the perfect wife but I make sure he has no complaints. I have always been strong but he just makes me feel so weak. This past weekend I realized that I have truely given up on being happy. It is too complicated. I can wear a fake smile all day but my heart is empty.

Posted by metter on 2007-10-22 06:51:37 | Rating:

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		No one is going to make you happy until you make you happy. So, do what you have to do. Just know that at some point I do believe we have all lived a lie, or at least I have. Good luck.
Posted by ladiegodiva on 2007-10-22 06:55:32


		If you are not happy, lifes a bitch.. I'm on my third marraige and can honestly say I am extremely happy and have been for 20 years. Third time lucky but I did not give up.. Best of luck..
Posted by wrinkly1 on 2007-10-22 07:04:41


		I am sorry to hear that you feel this way. Maybe you should take some time for yourself to assess what would make you happy. If you are not a good fit for your husband then you should go, if you think it may be you try to work things out. I am a child of divorce and it has affected me, but I understand it. Please just take a good look at your life and what you want before you make any rash decisions. Try to remember, at one point you loved this man enough to marrry him.
Posted by Rajah1116 on 2007-10-22 07:10:28