Just when I think I'm moving on, he calls and leaves messages for me.  I'm trying so hard to ignore all of it, and I don't know how much longer I can refrain from contacting him. 

Yes?  I miss him so much, but I've come to know that he is seeing someone else and the realisation that us being together can no longer be. 

I've been hurt before, but this is so different. I find myself not able to move on... I really felt for this man.  All he went and done is throw my love back in my face.  Was loving me such a difficult thing for him.

I deserve so much better....but why can't I move pass this.