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All weekend I cried and cried. I prayed and prayed and kicked and kicked myself. I blamed myself for things I had not control over and things I said that had to be said. It hurts like heck to have to tell and alcoholic and drug abuser that he has hurt his son to the extreme. Grandson does not deserve to suffer. Son is nonbiological but has been the greatest dad. Grandson said that since he is out of that "cute" age, his dad does not want him any more. What is this child going to do when he is told his dad did not plant the sperm? Won't that add fuel to the fire? That will really make grandson hurt even more.
Grandson is so wonderful and since dad stopped coming, grandson has made this his perminate home during summer vacation. He is only ten and has had so many hardships, he is diabetic.
Do you think that I should have kept my mouth shut and not talked to son about his abuse problems? Does it seem to you that I picked grandson over son? Even if he were not my grandson, I would say something to son. Children should not have to suffer. Son's father divorced us when son and daughter were babies. I just did not think son would end up this way. I warned him that he is/was a potential alcoholic/druggie. He stayed pretty clean until three years ago and bamb, it hit.
Son was going to a doctor(quack) that gave him unlimited xanix. I take xanix and son knows that I only use half pill twice a week. He knows that xanic has to be controlled. My best friend's husband died when trying to get off the drug. Doctors finght with me to get me xanix.. After they realize I do not abuse, they give it freely. I take it for sleep purposes. Anyway, son got addicted. He had taken two xanix, drank who knows how much, and what else he had the night of his accident. By the HAND OF GOD son is alive. Grandson was having extreme problems with diabetes and son did not realize that he was too high to drive. Son was trying to come and help but ended hitting a telephone poll. God saved him. Strange, that was about the same time that son seemed to spend less time with grandson. Oh well, as long as grandson's mother and her side of the family give him love, along with our side, grandson should be ok. By.
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Posted by memyselfi on 2007-11-05 21:15:32 | Rating: | Views: 51
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Life is complex yet fantastic when children are here.
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Posted by memyselfi
on 2007-11-05 21:16:46
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hi me.
your post gives me strange impressions. here's a question off the top of my head: Should the grandson be with any of you?
it's just a question.
i don't mean anything by it 'cause i don't understand the situation.
good luck!
:o)
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Posted by badlydrawnstickman
on 2007-11-05 21:32:30
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