Things have changed a lot.  I never gave Stanley that letter nor did I ever tell him about Michael.  I realized this relationhip was utterly hopeless, so I broke it off Thursday night.  Friday he went around telling his friends that he was "free". What the hell was he free of?  If I was so bad, why didn't he just break up with me in the first place?  He also said that he broke up with me.  SO FUCKING NOT TRUE.  I was pissed off & went to talk to him about it.  He made up some lie about he said he was "free of the relationship".  Wutever.  I had several people (who don't speak to one another) tell me the same EXACT thing.  Then Friday night I went to WalMart  and my ex-bf, Bobby, was working.  He is in college now.  He said one of his friends, who is a senior at my school, said Stanley always talked about how moody I am.  I would have responded by being ticked off, but I could see it in Bobby's eyes that he was trying to make me hate someone worse than I hate him.  He's such a bastard.  i wouldn't let him control me like that thought, so I told him I didn't care because I was through with everyone's childish high school games.