| Our Last Day Together/Prom Date |
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Well, I didn't break up with Stanley today, but it's because I didn't really see him today. We didn't talk on the phone last night or tonight. He tried to call, but I was watching a movie with Aunt Terry and didn't hear the phone ring. I feel bad about that for two reasons. #1: I don't want him to think that I'm mad at him. #2: I wanted to have that last phone call before it's over. I still kind of have feelings for him, but they are off and on. If I'm already this messed up so early on in the relationship, it's not going to go anywhere. I've had to stop myself from thinking about it and reconsidering my choice. I'll miss him greatly, but I need to get away from this relationship. Uncle Tim came to pick me up early and he said Stanley saw him in the hall and "avoided [him] like [he] was the plague." I think it's pretty clear that he knows what to expect.
On to a new topic.
I went out on that limb and sent Michael a message asking him to prom. He replied saying he'd love to...but his prom is the same day and he already has plans. SO FRIGGIN GAY!!! I HATE THAT!!! But, on the other hand, if he goes to the same local college as me, there's a chance bc he is interested. Still, though, it sucks. I tried to get a hold of Cristina, but she didn't answer. I want to fuss about it to her so bad!
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