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Well, things didn't go the way I planned--Do they ever? I went to the library during tutorials yesterday to break up with Stanley. It took about an hour until I was able to open my mouth. It took forever, but I told him about how I had been confused and losing sleep and going back and forth about staying with him or breaking up with him. He started crying too, and I felt so bad. I told him I wanted to stay together, but that we had to work on some things. I don't regret telling him that, because I think it will make it easier. But I want to call him today and tell him that the reason I thought I still had feelings was that we are really close friends both before we were dating and even more so now. Those feelings are friendly and that is it. I want to make this call before one o'clock because I'm going shopping with Cristina and Alyssa. We're going to look at prom dresses. I've already decided that the three of us are going to prom together. I'll probably still want to talk to him on the phone because we've gotten to be such good friends, and he already told me that whatever I decide is okay with him because he just wants us both to be happy, and that I still have him as a friend no matter what (that was one of the fears we had going into this but I know it will be okay). I just want to do it and get it done and over with. It's sad, but I've learned from hard experience that I can live through a break-up. If I can handle breaking up with my first love whom I dated for two years and 4 months, I can handle this.
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Posted by meghansr2008 on 2008-02-23 10:29:57 | Rating: | Views: 60
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hey tell him you just want to be friends. if he truely meant what he said and you 2 r really good friends he'll understand and won't push the subject of staying together. i know how you feel right now. it's hard , but what ever u feel needs to be done has to be done.
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Posted by theoneleftout13
on 2008-02-23 10:55:20
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