I have been looking up things on the internet about emotional cheating.  There is a ton of information on how to confront someone about it or to tell if it is happening.  What I want... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-19 18:58:21
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Why?  That's all I really want to know.  Why is it that it is me, who has so much love to give, can't figure out where to direct that love.  I am on the phone with Stanley as we... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-19 22:35:40
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I've finally made up my mind.  I'm going to break up with Stanley.  It's going to be hard, but I believe it is wholly necessary.  I just don't see us ever getting that spark... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-20 13:13:41
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Well, I am most likely going to break up with Stanley tomorrow.  If not then, then definitely Friday.  I want to tell him tomorrow though.  #1: To get it done with and let me... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-20 23:19:12
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Well, I didn't break up with Stanley today, but it's because I didn't really see him today.  We didn't talk on the phone last night or tonight.  He tried to call, but I was watching a... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-21 23:01:25
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Well, things didn't go the way I planned--Do they ever?  I went to the library during tutorials yesterday to break up with Stanley.  It took about an hour until I was able to open my... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-23 10:29:57
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I just wrote a letter to Stanley.  I cried during most of the writing.  Here it is: Stanley-- I need to get everything I’m thinking and feeling out right now because... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-24 22:20:30
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Despite all the drama I have been through lately, I've worked it all out and I believe I am falling for him. After I sent that letter, I felt like that barrier had been taken down and something,... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-26 22:04:13
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The guilt over asking Michael to prom and then staying with Stanley is killing me.  I have to say something to Stanley.  I don't know how to do it, but it has to be done.  First I... Read More
Posted by: meghansr2008 on 2008-02-27 22:06:57
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