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Played like a Puppet.

To think, that one guy could have your entire heart and just play you like a puppet on strings. I've had it happen so many times, but there was one that hit me so hard and I finally stood up and told him that he was one fucked up guy.

When I was a sophomore in high school I met this guy who really made me get butterflies in my stomach. Him and I grew to be really good friends and soon we really started to like each other (at least that's what he told me.). We would talk for hours on yahoo IM. He would say things like your so sweet, and i love you so much. But he always told me that he wasn't ready to start a relationship just yet because his last one ended really horribly (the girl cheated on him and left him). So I told him that i didn't care how long it took him to get over her, I'd still be waiting.

When school started the next year I met all his friends. We all became real close and always hung out after school. And one of his friends became one of my best guy friends ever. So when I could I would ask my new friend to find out if he liked me. He would tell me that the guy was saying I'm a stalker and that he never wants to hang out with me, but I force him to. I was always completely dumbfounded because later that night when I would talk to him online, he told me he loved me and shit. So I just figured that my best friend had a crush on me.

Another year went by and we still hadn't gotten together, by now we had stopped talking so much. And hardly saw each other. So one day I took it upon myself to text him and see what he was doing. He told me that he was with some of his friends and that I should stop by to hang out. i ended up going over there to meet his friends and see him again. But when I walked in all of them started talking about me and being a stalker for him. I just laughed because I wasn't sure what they meant by that. A few minutes later I realized what they were talking about and decided I needed to leave.

It had been awhile since that day and the guy I once thought that "loved" me started texting me saying he wanted to hang out. I told him to meet me at this park so we could talk and catch up.

When he got there, he gave me a hug. We talked for a little bit and then he brought up that day where I just left abruptly. I asked him about the stalker shit..

In the end, he told me that he was telling all his friends and family that I was obsessed with him and that I would stalk him. We got in a huge argument. And since that day I have never felt like I could have been played more than that. It really ticks me off though that people do things like this to one another. My friend told me that I didn't deserve that and that he has done that with several other girls before. All he wanted to gain from it was friends thinking he was so cool to have girls all wanting him, and having girls fight other girls for him. So pathetic, and hurtful. Many of my firends now are the ones who fell for him and his stupid games too. And/or "buddies" who knew he was lying about it all.

Some people though are so low. And it's hard sometimes to think back at that. Because, I use to think so high of him, but in reality the ones you think the highest of, you should really think the lowest of sometimes.

xoxo
megan.marie

Posted by meganmarie on 2009-10-29 04:22:35 | Rating: