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u make meeeh think of every choice in my life that could have been different...
u make meeeh think that i should regret...that i shouldnt of done the things i have im my past u make meeeh feel as if i shouldnt be who i am... but yet... u seem to like meeeh... i dont understand... it makes meeeh wonder if everything is lust...or if u really have ne connection with meeeh beyond that at all... everything makes meeeh wonder all the things that truley could of been in my life and wat has become of who i am ... u make meeeh wonder... u make meeeh look at myself and see wrong when maybe im not...
what i see when i look at u...
as much as i see sumone with direction and motivation i see sumone who is lost...sumone who isnt willing to do ne thing OUTSIDE of the box...and juss does wat is inside er on the lines...
i see that u dont look apon others as if u wish they would look on u...
i see that u care on the sly and u tend to havea JerKness to ur normal self...
i like it when u joke around and play around with words...but then i hate it when u turn serious on meeeh like u neva joked...
i hate when u correct meeeh when theres no need for it...
i hate almost everything that u do but there is sumthing about u ...
i like how u stare into my eyes..
i like it when u turn to meeeh and look sooo surpised..
i always have such a wonder about like everything that comes of u...
and it makes meeeh wanna learn more and see more of u...
but then at times u make meeh feel unwanted... like u dont even care like words u have said b4 arent even there... im sure circumstances play a big role but on the other hand... then why did ne thing become of ne thing in the first place...
u confuse meeeh more then ne one has b4... i have such wonder about u... i stare into ur eyes and think sooo hard of it as wat i really want out of it all...and im juss soooo lost in ur eyes.... im tryin to find my way but im lost....
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Posted by meeehhk on 2008-02-27 02:04:44 | Rating: | Views: 72
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