it feels like juss yesterday we were chillin and everything was okay...
we would be watching movies every nite... never once did we ever havea fight...
but now that is all gone... u left meeeh like it was juss da end of a song...
now im all alone wondering if u ever felt how u said u felt all along...

when everything happened i never in the world thought ud ever look away and turn ur back on everything ud ever say...never once did i think that it would end the u and me because it wasnt my fault wasnt ur fault why cant u see...i thought u were da best of me...

we were fine... ud always have my side... my family loved ya more then i had seen them trust ne guy....i had so much faith that u would follow all ur promises and everything u said to me... but thats not how it was to be...

howd u juss turn ur back on me... when everything that happened was out on da street... it had nothing to do with either u and me... but u turn and walked away the min u were forced to say good bye to ur friend... and it was the end....

everything was okay... even earlyer dat day... u made the promise that u loved meeeh more then i could belive... that u juss wish i could belive how much i ment to u... but then when everything happend u couldnt even say those three words ta me... u juss turned ur back on me...

i didnt kno wat to do all i did was cry... cuz everytime id try and try to stand there by ur side.. ud say sweetheart i need my space its only been a day... baby lets wait till things calm down then everything will be okay... but it didnt happen that way... u said baby things juss aint working out... maybe i wasnt in love....but thanks fer being there....

i walked up at the wake...u were standing rite there in my way.. i couldnt help but have ta say hi... u said hey thanks fer coming..and u shook our friends hand... u turn away from meeeh... like u never were my man... i stood there tryed to act strong... then i juss kept moving along... later i ran into u again... u said thanks for being a friend... u gave me a hug good bye... im surprised i didnt cry ... thats the last time i saw ur face.... it never was ment ta be this way...

u made me promises that everything would be okay... that u would never ever let ne one treat me that way... that u would keep me safe... and i had nothing but faith... but now every time i hear ur name i feel like im goin insane...

not even a week later... u started chillin with a new gurl... u dropped ur life and ur kid because u juss couldnt face the real world... u said... sweet heart i juss gotta get away... i am so sorrie ... i never plan this out it juss seems like the rite thing... i said Whatever... ur juss lieing... u said i donno wat else to say..please stop crying.... u said it will all work out u will be happy im sorry for making mistakes it juss wasnt the rite thing... i said everything u ever said to me was  a lie... now when i think of u all i feel like doin is ta cry...

now i found out so many lies that u have always told me... now ur not so far away but yet u never say a thing to me... u got ur new gurl... u got ur new plan... it may not be the best for u but i really hope ur happy in the end...

never will i trust u again... im surprised i even call u a friend... u turned ur back on me when the only thing i needed u to be was there.... but u never even cared....

now all ur friends talk about how u changed fer the worse... talkin about how they got nothing but problems with u...how u arent turning out rite... they act like i could change it.. like u even talk to me... like u even give me the respect to look me in the face and say im sorrie...

all the lies everything u said u never kepted ur word... now u juss go along like i never exsisted to belong... now all i have is pain floating through my vains... cuz u r the one person who i finally belived in....