It’s been so long since I’ve been here

Or have I ever really been here

Everything seems so new

And yet so familiar

Never realized what I was missing

He is so perfect

And so completely terrifying

Didn’t expect this right now

Like this, but wouldn’t change it

Talking about everything

And nothing

Meant to meet, sent from above

Been praying for this

For a long time

Waiting patiently and not so patiently

God kept telling me to wait

Should have trusted more

And feared less

The best part of him

Is the possibility

Of everything and nothing

Could stare at him for hours

My feelings for him scare me

Too fast and too soon

Letting him in to see

Me without any walls

The little girl inside of me

Standing before him

Just wanting him to love me

The way I need to be loved

And the way I know I will love him

Holding back a little

But I know he knows because

He sees everything I have never

Let anyone see

Sees things I hide from myself

Naked before him

Like never before