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64 Days to my wedding

Today is the 64th day to me wedding and yes I am excited especially when you meet your soul mate. Ok - is there really something like your soul mate like everyone believes – but for me I think it is more like someone you love and can WORK things out with. Maybe that’s just me.

But sincerely he is a nice guy – makes me giggle all the time and I know life would be worth spending with him. Yes – we met in April and he proposed to me in June and guess what we met online. So you never know where you can meet that one special person and is he a serial killer – to date he is till consistent and I know I made a good choice.

Wedding details – I am the one planning my wedding – talk about affordable weddings – so maybe I might have a second job to fall back on. Things are so expensive but thanks to online shopping – everything is online. I am the bride and the wedding planner at the same time. Everything is well organized (well that I know of). I have involved couple of my friends but they know me – I would still love to do stuff by myself.

Another day in my life and I am still happy. Thinking of all I have been through especially when it comes to dating – phew about time I finally settle down with someone sensible, reasonable and caring – yes – he is.

One thing that amazes me about him is that – he does not get upset (still wondering when that will happen), keeps to himself, good listener (because I talk a lot).

Now I am on a diet because I do not want to be a fat bride – pictures are forever. Call me weird but I think being fat is out of fashion. Although I respect women that are fat and proud but please for me I refer comfortable and proud. Yes some would say “I am fat and comfortable” – I am proud of such people but for me all my life I have always wanted to be slim – still wishing. Although I deserve a pat on the back because I used to weigh 285 and now I am 200 – hoping to get to 180. I have been dieting for 2 years now and no surgery.

Ok – surgery – does it make sense especially when the truth is still there (you like food) – having surgery for some it is a good thing but for me I think you still have to train your mind to be able to control what goes in your mouth. I love food and find it hard to say no but I have just tried to say no and focus on losing weight and knowing that the food would still be there tomorrow.

I could go on and on but will lament later.

Posted by me_you_us_everyone on 2007-08-17 08:31:16 | Rating: