Don't feel alone, I have felt that many a time with an ex b/f I had. I could have drug his face on concrete just to watch him bleed...so I know we have that frustration that needs gradification. Mine was to break up b/c I just couldn't take it anymore. I was more wishing I could hurt him, than love him. I hope you find a solution. If you do...let me know, I might need tips if I ever feel that way with this b/f..bwahahaha! ^_^

~ dani ~

I honestly feel you are right, I need to get as far away from the situation as possible. My dilemma is money! I have made up my mind to leave, but I have to save enough to do it. Its keeping the secret that is really killing me because I know it will tear him apart inside. Not that I'm leaving but that I am doing what he will never be able to, which is moving on with my life. Anyways thanks for the comment, sometimes I think the reality check of knowing you are never alone in your problems is the fastest way to get over them!
Maggie