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Ex sex?

So I have been sick all week-like dying and in pain sick. So on wednesday i finally got up the nerve to ask the ex if he would be a pal and bring me some veggie soup after work (which is kind of out of the way since he lives an hour and thirty minutes away). He agreed to it, though, and about 9pm he showed up at my dor with two options of vegan veggie soup one of them was "no chicken" noodle soup with tofu and a veggie broth-delish, which is saying alot considering i DO NOT like soup). It was a very sweet gesture, even though i had to ask for it. So we made the soup and put on a movie (Road to Perdition-nothing better than Tom Hanks when you are feeling blue). About 15 minutes before the movie was over he said he should leave and i told him that it was almost over, so why not just stay for a bit more. So he did and I ended up layign my head on his lap. I wasn't sure if he would let me do that, but he did and he even stroked my hair. The movie ended, I sat up and asked him to stay for a bit longer (wink, wink) obviously he agreed to that. He was actually a littel hesitant-asking what does this mean? I said it just meant that it had been awhile. So teh hook-up happened and it was like we were back together again-we were in a moment so intimate and close, he even said I love you just like he always had and afterwards he asked to spend the night, which he did. I layed my head on his shoulder for the whole night like I had been longing to do for the past month. It felt so good to be back in that place, even if I knew that it would only be for the night.