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Why is it when things seem to be going your way that something like illness can come along and spoil things? Two weeks ago i had a lovely boyfriend, gorgeous daughter and a promise of a chance to have my own place. Well i still have those things but now i have the added stress of my mother being ill. We just found out during a routine scan that she has a 'mass' what that means im not sure but its in her womb and shes bleeding. Its all very worryin expecialy since they dont know as of yet what it is.. She goes in for tests tomorrow and shes scared. Its heartbreaking seeing the woman who raised me, who always was stronge for me, who seemed to always be there and could over come everything suddenly break down and cry infont of me. Im scared too. I hate not knowing but im just as scared to know, just like her. I feel awful thinking about what if shes not here this time next year and what if my daughter dosnt remember her. After all my mums been in my daughters life since she was born, infact my mum was very first to hold her. I couldnt cope without her. The thing is, unlike my mum who always seemed to know how to fix things, I cant fix this. I cant make it go away and i feel useless.
My boyfriend has tried to help and hes great.
I know how i feel and i know it must be million times worse for my mum. Im not greatly religous but if you could find it in your hearts tonight to do a little pray for my mum to get through this and it to not be serious, her names Ann. Thanx for your help xx
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Posted by mandy1984 on 2009-01-12 17:13:20 | Rating: | Views: 44
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