Hey bloggers.
Hope ya'll are having a beautiful morning. I have started doing Tai Chi in the mornings to wake up and center my being in the morning. It allows for balanced power within the body as well as opening the heart to have a joyful day. I really enjoy it and it is strange, but i can feel the power in my body wake up. I feel the energy pulsing through my veins and escaping through my hands. Very surreal.
Oh, and just in case you were wondering, everything with my tests came back fine, despite the day of annoying pain. I am fine and everything, for the most part, is back to normal.
The last week was somewhat difficult for me. I am learning to deal with my Master not paying as much attention to me as he once did. Now, before everyone gets bent out of shape, it is for valid reasons. He is busy, i am busy, we have lives that don't always mesh time wise, and the past week was one of those weeks. Some days He had company, somedays i did, his grandpa had a stroke and He had to go out of town. ya know, that pesky thing we call Life. It is hard for me because when He found me again we were in each other's faces a lot. Talking nightly for hours on end, trying to catch back up with everything that had happened in 7 years. I knew it would fizzle out a little, because there is no way in hell either one of us could have kept that up for very long. I would have run out of things to talk about months ago. But, last night we finally had time to spend with each other and talk and just have a good time. I'm going to see Him in November! I guess i should explain why.
Originally entering the semester I had planned to have my thesis written and turned in by Nov 2 (Master's birthday). However, do to the completely inept people running my school i have YET to get any word on whether or not my topic has been approved. Here we are at midterm and nothing. There is no way in hell i could write this 100+ page paper in a couple weeks, so unfortuntaly i had to push everything back to the spring. My defense will be sometime in the early spring semester, which i HATE, but whatever. In all of this annoyance was a silver lining. I get to go see Master! (i guess it is more like a skin colored lining adorned w/ bruises and random welts!) The dates have not been finalized yet because He has to make sure He can get his school work done and out of the way in order to spend a week with me. Saying that is fucking surreal to me. beyond surreal. I will actually be able to touch him, hold his hand, watch him sneeze, kiss him, know if he snores (pretty sure he does), see his face light up when he laughs, see if his jaw crackles when he chews or how frequently he pops his nuckles. I get to know everything about HIM. The fantasy will be a reality that is 10 years in the making. He is the one person who wrapped me around their finger long before i understood what was happening. i want to submit to someone who loves me and gives me inspiration everyday to become a better person. Granted, now i have to figure out how i'm going to tell my roomate that i'm randomly leaving for a week. I'm sure i'll think of something.
oh, and the one thing that makes me the most happy about all this, the pain i'm going to endure. oh the glorious pain!!!!!!!!
Have a great day bloggers,
I'm off to Tae Bo.
~maggie
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