Dear Thoughts Kinky People.
I have a question.
Why do people who don't associate with the lifestyle always tell people that they do?
I had a one night stand with this guy when i first moved to new york. He's a shy, chubby, catholic boy. He didn't know what the hell he was doing or what was going on, so of course i had to play the dominant card and tell him what to do, how hard, etc. He left before it was dark out side.
I got an AIM message from him today. i was nice and responded. and we are talking, and he wants to go out with me. Now, he didn't want to in the beginning, so why the sudden change of heart? I'm banking on the fact that he wants to get laid. And Guess what? I WAS RIGHT! even though he said that wasn't all, but he was ready for serious relationship status. WHATEVER!
So, to scare him away i told him that i had gotten into a lot of sexually deviant behaviors that he probably wouldn't understand or be into. So, of course he claims that he is into these things. as he put it "yeah i play master slave". When i attempted to explain that i didn't 'play', but it was more of a life style, he kept saying he knew what i meant. But really he doesn't. He is just trying to get someone to provide the friction (hopefully he knows where to put it now). He is also being very persistant to get my phone number. I told him he shoulcn't have deleted it from the first time he had it, but since he did he was just SOL.
I have been really nice, telling him that i'm moving out of the city and that i dont' want a relationship right now esp with someone who lives where i'm not living. it isn't practicle, and yet he still keeps saying shit. Just learn to take rejection. I like to be the one that does the begging, but not in this type of situation. Its just so manly *gag*s.
oh well, back to thesis work i guess..
~maggie
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