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So what do I do now?
Fool myself into thinking that times can sometimes be good, so everything's okay?
That our lives have been set up together, so it's too hard to undo?
I feel lke I want to get to live more, but I am restrained by my care for you and what you're doing.
So if I"m going to get out and live some more, without you, because you havge your life to lead, what I am going to to?
Never wait for you, and only count on you if specific plans are made together?
but what's the point?
I think the reason I'm so upset is, I can't handle a redefinition of this relationship.
I remember the sme thing happening previously, and I was quite upset because he was ditching me - I don't have that voice anymore.
But just because my value has diminished in his yes, doesn't mean I am diminished. But will going and living my own life lead me to the relationship I want - I know that the answer is that we will grow apart.
That's why I cry.
I cry for what's about to be lost.
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Posted by madai on 2009-07-03 10:10:13 | Rating: | Views: 15
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