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hear i am...alone on new year's eve..how awful...10 more minutes til the new year..the 2008..i didnt wanna end 2007 with tears in my eyes..didnt wanna end it being mad..being hurt..what can i do?i scream in this silent..the silence of my room..no1 2 hear my cries..my agonizing pain..damn it it's been how many days since i've seen and heard from him??5 days??how can this be..?i feel so hurt..so alone..should've went partying with my friends..shouldnt have tried to be sweet and make a thoughtful "happy new year" "i love you" card..now i am in this darkness..new year is about to come in 5 mins..darkness my only companion..darkness so dark it's soo cold..holds on tight to my heart..even death knows my heart will soon break..my soul shattered..i tried so hard to play it strong..but i feel so weak..what am i to do??the nice shinny blade seem so comforting...tho..it's actually very dull..oooh how i'd love to feel the pain..as my world turns red..burning..chaos raging thru the night skies...as i slowly..finally count my breath...HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
(WHAT A *BEEP*!!!)
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