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okay..so i jus feel like "blah" and i dont know why..i started to thinking back thru all 18 years of my life...and i cant really find anything that i've accomplished..well okay except i'm drug free and graduated h.s. without getting pregnant and stuff..but it's like i went 4rm perky carefree happy me...to the now..sad boring me..i dont noe why..i kept trying..kept pretending to be happy..but just couldnt..i thought having my boyfriend would make me happy..but it's more like a band-aid..and i'm scared of aging..cuz i kept looking back to all those years and i realize we've been together for about 5 yrs??time jus went by so fast..i'm a lot more withdrawn than before too..i wish i can just tell my boyfriend how i feel, but i cant like unload all this crap on him..he's already busy and stressed out working and going to skool..i just don't feel happy anymore..it's like i only feel happy whenever i do see my boyfriend(occasionally).then after that, i don't hear from him..and so here i am feeling stuck..am i depressed??cuz i never felt like dis |
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Posted by lyttoaznpinkie on 2007-12-30 02:13:33 | Rating: | Views: 75
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