um..okie..dis is gonna sound funkie n dirty..but i jus hab 2 ask...okay...how do i tell my boyfriend i want sum hardcore..crazy...rough...sex..?like i want da sex to have sum uh..pain..like..tie me up or sumthing crazy like dat..and a bit o' pain (i realize i have a high pain threshold)..?cuz it......Read More
yay!!!skool starts again 2mrrow!!..finally sumthing 2 make me happy..whahahaha!!hope i do better in winter semester than fall ><..ooh my bday is in 7 days!!whoohoo!!i'm gonna b 19..any suggestion on what 2 do??or what 2 get??cuz i have everything i wanted..a......Read More
hear i am...alone on new year's eve..how awful...10 more minutes til the new year..the 2008..i didnt wanna end 2007 with tears in my eyes..didnt wanna end it being mad..being hurt..what can i do?i scream in this silent..the silence of my room..no1 2 hear my cries..my agonizing pain..damn it it's......Read More
Is it possible to have mixed feelings for your boyfriend..someone you've been with for about 5 years..someone you love?Is it natural to have the "wandering eyes"..?I love my boyfriend and everything but I feel so like guilty because he's the love of my life, he makes me feel soo great......Read More
Just a thought..I was watching some kind of "save the animals" show..and I just saw how beautiful and precious each animal is..and I got to thinking..what would happen if instead of our wasted money going to war, what if atleast a fraction of that money goes to saving some endanger......Read More
okay..so i jus feel like "blah" and i dont know why..i started to thinking back thru all 18 years of my life...and i cant really find anything that i've accomplished..well okay except i'm drug free and graduated h.s. without getting pregnant and stuff..but it's like i went 4rm perky......Read More