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| Well I feel so good now. |
So, this is my first post and I'm already pissed off about something... well several things and btw, the title was very very sarcastic. So, first off, how the hell do change your signature on this website???
And on a more serious note, in my about me on my public profile, I said that I wasn't very sure if I wanted to go to college. I want the risky, rare life of a musician. Now, I know that you can go to college for music in stuff, but I'm talkin about the guitarist in the band kind of musician. It's not a very promising future, I know, but that's what I wanna do and I can't imagine wanting to do anything else. (Yes, I am only 13, but I've been through more than a lot of people go through in a life time.)
So, I tell mom about this and all, and come to find out, she doesn't support my dreams what-so-ever. She wants me to go to college and be a lawyer or whatever and there isn't any way I'm doing that. She has 7 other kids that can be the 'Perfect' child for her, but I'm doing what I want and chasing my dreams regardless of what she says.
But, y'know, it kinda hurts when your mom tells you that your dreams are stupid and your opinions are worthless. I have no friends who understand me and can help me through this... but that's how it's always been. Everyone I know are so wrapped up in their own lifes that no one really cares about me. Some times I just wanna loose it. I just want to sit down and cry. But I'll make it through this. I have to. Just to show them that I could do something right, and that chasing your own dreams isn't completely pointless...
Now, I just have to find a best friend that's willing to take this journey with me...
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Posted by lythia8808 on 2009-11-01 15:24:11 | Rating: | Views: 24
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