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we laugh we cry we hug and kiss, but why the hell do i still hate him! i cant even explain the things that we go through and i have still stuck through it ALL! im supposed to luv him with all my heart, even when times get tough. but i cant help but to bring up all the stupid shit he has done in the past every time we get into a fight! i try my hardest to forgive him.. but nothing brings me too it. i tell myself that i need to just let go but i cant! i know that every time i say anything about the past i only break his more and more each time, but it seems like those things in the past are what gets to him. i know its fucked up but i cannot help myself! i cry and cry after the fight is over, knowing that i cant take back the words that i said. we are supposed to get married in april, but he told me the wedding is now off and i need to pack my things and move out. i cant belive the things that i have done to our relationship in these past years... i remeber when we were sooo in love and nothing could make us mad, life was so easy we dremt of our wedding day having children and growing old toghether, now we only fight and complain about EVERYTING! what the hell am i supposed to do to make things better? i cant even imagine my life without him! i cant even imagine lying in bed without his arms wrapped around me and him telling me goodnight sweetie i luv you more than there are stars in the sky. im so lost i feel like i have lost my bestfriend! i can barley breath, im already lonley, i feel like the sky has lost its blue, like the ocean has lost its water, like the moon has lost its glow, and the sun no longer shines! god what have i done!
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Posted by lyntre88 on 2008-01-19 00:35:37 | Rating: | Views: 77
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oh wow. thats an impossible situation. u have no idea what u did to make things go wrong like that? you don't know why you hate him? DO you hate him? or DID you rather? do you want him back? or r u better without him? did he ever hurt u? if he did maybe he's not right for you. if he didnt ever do anything maybe its u who should go and apologize and tell him you messed things up. hmm? ull know what to do eventually.
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Posted by Hunterrrrxisxamazing
on 2008-06-19 14:20:38
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